love is a fickle thing to hold, ever present ever silent it stand in the back of one's heart
If you think it's gone you're wrong, it is there sitting still in the back of your mind waiting for a memento to spark that quickened  heartbeat  
Love betrays you
Because it is honest, it cannot lie
Because love is the only truth we have no matter how much you might fight it
So be true to it, and with that you will be true to yourself

Slowly I feel myself drifting out to sea, drowning into the deep

No longer knowing who I am slowly I go, day by day I slip further away

Slowly feeling less and less of how I used to be.

You helped me change that but without you near, I see myself drifting deeper into the sea

Its 3:30 on a Wednesday and here I am yet again sitting in a coffee shop questioning my existence and wishing you were here

I want to see the future
For selfish reasons of course
But not for reasons you might think
I don't care if I win the lottery, or if I get the job that I've always dreamt of  

No I don't care about those silly thing
I want to see us in ten years
where we live, and if we do have kids

And if we do, I want to see what they look like, if they have you're hair, your smile, or my eyes

I want to see what personality they have inharted from their parents, to see if they are as manic you once were, or if they have my temper

I want to see us with children, living in a home we love, living a life we so greatly deserve

I don't need to question if we will be together

Because I already know that answer, I will always be with you
I don't see any other outcome other than the two of us, being happy and still so in love

I don't feel the same without you here
As I venture into this new life scared
I wish you were by my side like before
I need you here to not feel so lost anymore

Being in love is like being a spring flower

You feel fresh and beautiful thanks to the winter that came before

showing you that you are strong enough to get through the cold

And have grown thanks to that cold and hardship

wether that love is for yourself or for another, you are beautiful and have grown

Be proud spring flower, you can do anything

One year ago I was lost
Not knowing who I was, slowly collapsing into myself
Then I met you and something just kind of happened
I felt alive once again
You changed me and for that I thank you
Thank you for making me feel happy and I mean truly happy once again
Thank you my love and happy one year