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J Sep 2016
I remember that day,
You said you'd stay
But look where we are today.
Both of us have gone a separate way.

Your words still leave me hanging,
Somehow the wounds are still hurting
They say time will do the healing,
But I'm still feeling the pain and suffering.

I'd tell myself, It's over and it doesn't matter,
I still reminisce our petty late night chatter,
Your contagious whimsical laughter.
I feel that wasn't the right answer.

You said you cared and loved
I took your word for granted.
Thinking it was truthful and believed,
Instead I was playfully deceived.

Time, effort, have gone to vain,
It all went down the drain,
Causing an immense pain,
Which scarred me to love again.

Your fabrication and dishonesty,
Maybe I'm losing my sanity.
I don't need an apology
For someone I'd call a phony.
Idk what im writing ****
J Jul 2016
Watching you meet another guy
Can't help but lie,
Trying so hard to deny,
That was a solemn goodbye

Is it my fault for holding on
Reminiscing of the times that had foregone
Is it wrong to dwell on
Or should I just let bygones be bygones

I've been looking for a remedy
Someone else I could rely
But I'm not sure if my heart's ready,
I still get a little envy.
  Jan 2016 J
josin137
Love is common to all,
As forms of unbreakabke bond,
Some says it comes when it's called,
And some says it only appears at dawn.

My love was never called,
Nor was it formed at dawn,
But appeared as a form of bawl,
That marched my heart as drawn.

The end was nothing but more,
Than the start is nothing but shore,
And waves that has been played,
Gives nothing, but raw grade.
J Jan 2016
People try to right the wrongs in me,
Eventually I have to agree.

After I make my change,
Oddly, it’s always kind of strange.

People end up catching on my bad habit,
Change doesn’t happen too rapid.



*but eventually people WILL change
why do I even change to adapt to people
  Jan 2016 J
Jane
And today I lost a friend,
It's a fact I can't comprehend.
But you're a person I can no longer depend,
And this is how it ends.
J Jan 2016
The thought of losing you,
Was unbearable knowing it’s true.
I’m still unsure of what to do,
Should I just let go too?

It’s so confusing to think,
Every happened with a link.
Time with you, went by in a blink.
Maybe we just didn’t sync.

My feelings are so mixed,
Somehow there’s something that can’t be fixed.
My mind still thinking a midst
More time is what I wished.

I’ve made a million mistakes,
If there was another chance, I’d retake.
But these scars will remain.
At least until my life’s bane.

One chance was all I had,
Took it for granted, don’t be mad.
Kind of felt a bit glad,
That you didn’t feel sad.

Whoever the other guy may be,
I hope he opens his heart to see.
The beauty in you that has yet to flee.
Just that someone, will never be me.

My mind said that, It’s over.
My life needs a turnover.
Deep down, in my heart.
I know that I still love you.
well,
J Jan 2016
I got friends and family who care,
They were always there.






*At least they were.
Just not anymore
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