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UntitledBut every night I fall into / Sleepstained dreaming / And with every hour

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Aug 19, 2016

SoulsearchingI loved you so much harder than I did myself / The same way I love everyone / Because when I saw you

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Aug 12, 2016

PromiseI can't promise you much / Not that I will give you what you need / Or what you want even

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Aug 8, 2016

UntitledIn this very moment, just like in all others, the whole world is falling apart while being built up all over again. We are all, during every second of our lives, dying while being born anew at the exact same time. / I had heard this, maybe even understood this before. But I had never quite felt it yet, until the moment I was letting him go, while falling in love with him again in the very same instant. / Our love died and blossomed, our pain stung while being resolved, and the connection of our souls was captured in time, so that it is now equally unexistent as everlasting.

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Jul 30, 2016

UntitledI have loved you / a million times before / I have chased you over

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Jul 10, 2016

StormsI was under his influence for ten days / He told me about trails he was about to walk / And how he never found love in those small-town streets

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Jul 10, 2016

UntitledI thought of love all this time as something / I had to find / So I spent my life searching

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Jun 1, 2016

UntitledIt's not the distance, it's the darkness. Dark days have always been there, for as long as I remember. And I've been trying to stop calling them a flaw, or part of some disorder, or the consequence of past trauma. I am trying to accept them as part of what makes me whole. Use them to develop the light days. To feel those harder and with a more open heart. I don't want to spend my life waiting to feel less. It's hurtfull to think my emotions are connected to the years I have lived. What if I prefer to never become numb? I just need to find the ones that will not be scared to drown in my depths. The ones that will not try to fix me, but stare in awe at my wholeness. That do not try to shine light on the dark days, nor close the windows when it's bright. I need to find a love, so unconditional, that it'd rather I dissolve into my own darkness than loose myself trying to fix it. I need to find it within myself, within my depths, or turn to dust while searching.

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Feb 26, 2016

Whole*You are not broken* / He said / *You are whole

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Feb 20, 2016

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