Fire burns the building
leaving ashes and embers in its wake
Fire burns the trees
leaving bark and char in its wake
Fire burns the skin
Leaving welts and ruin in its wake
Fire burns
If today was the day where you knew it would all end
How would you spend it?
Would you run away and hide
Would you face your fears with pride
Would you gather the ones you love
Would you put your faith in the one above
If today was the day where you knew it would all end
How would you spend it?
Would you right all your wrongs
Would you sing a bunch of sad songs
Would you love, love and play
Would you act like its any other day
If today was the day where I knew it would all end
I would try to prove it wrong
Life doesnt have map
If it did we would all follow it
Yet what fun would that be
Everyone taking the same road...
Flaming arms stretched up towards the sky
Face shaped in a mask of pure agony
Bursts of flames shoot off into the dark night
Finding places next to the moon to slowly burn
Dying embers stretched up towards the sky
Heavy with soot and dying flames
Looking up the night sky is studded with light
A true piece of heaven from the passion of one
Squiggly Wiggly
The good little squid named squiggly wiggly
Wasn’t always such a good little squid
Squiggly wiggly had to learn her lesson the hard way
She used to go about her business all Wiggly Jiggly
She didn’t have a care in the world she always acted like a kid
Her parents never knew what she was doing or where she would stay
Whenever she was on the playground she was always a bully
She never tried to be kind or polite she never did anything fully
Then one day she had a shock
She was out playing around the block
Along came a shark who gave her a blow
She fell so hard she had to stand up slow
Off she went to complain to the others
Everyone ignored her even her brothers
And so she learned from that mighty shock
That its never nice to hurt or mock
From that day on the squid named Squiggly Wiggly
Was always a very kind squid
From the very beginning Roxy and Rascal were paired together.
They seemed to fit together perfectly
What one had trouble with the other was perfect in
Together they made each other complete
Roxy and Rascal never liked to be apart
They played together and slept together and even ate together
When ever they had to go there separate ways they were always very sad
But that just made seeing each other once again all the better
Sometimes they got in fights
This made them very sad and angry
They didn’t like to fight and they fought more then theyd like to
Best friends from the beginning
They couldn’t imagine things ever being different
They loved each other with all there heart
To hurt one another was like hurting themselves
Even though they did sometimes fight
They always made up no matter what
Roxy and Rascal are meant to be together
Forever and Ever and Ever
Every day i think of you
Your in my hear so your in my mind
I have tried to let go
I have tried to forget
It hurts me to remember you
To wish you were back in my life
I see the mistakes i have made now
And wish that i can take them back
If you were still around maybe things would be better
Maybe they would be worse
Who knows if i'd grown as much as i have
You leaving has taught me so much
It has made me ME
Drowning
I feel the edge slice my skin
I see the blade gleam from my palm
I feel the knife pull me in
Down into the deep dark black
Down farther away from the good
All the bad forcing me down
Until i cant see....
Cant breathe....
Cant do anything...
But
Feel the edge slice my skin
See the blade gleam from my palm
The pull of the knife draws me in
Exactly a year ago
I was celebrating the same thing
Another year under my belt
Another ring on the tree
What really do i have to show for it
A year ago i was sitting here
Thinking the same thing
Wondering if things would be different
This year to come
Holding so much potential
At my next birthday
Will i be sitting here
In the same position
Thinking the same things
Wondering the same things
Next year will everything be the same
Or will everything have changed?
Do you love me?
For all this pain and time ive spent I think I deserve the truth
Do you love me?
Or is it just the fact you like to fuck more then you like me
Do you love me?
Can your words possibly be true when there is no action
Do you love me?
Am I just a fool for your tricks
Do you love me?
I want to believe that what you say is the truth
Do you love me?
Will I ever know?
If you loved me I think I would know for sure
I lay here
Darkness all around me
Tv faintly glowing
Whispering in the dark
I close my eyes
Trying to clear my head
Thoughts keep creeping up
Loudly swirling around
Making it hard for me to sleep
I lay here
In the dark
Wishing i could fall asleep
It seems so easy for others
Close eyes
Breathe deep
Relax
and sleep
I lay here
Consumed by darkness
Waiting for it to suffocate me
So finally i can get some sleep
Butterflies
Flutter around my stomach
Butterflies
Float around my head
Butterflies
Swarm around my heart
Butterflies
Flap and make me smile
Butterflies
Slow when he comes over to talk to me
Butterflies
Make me shiver when he touches my hand
Butterflies
Teach happiness
Butterflies
Fly for love
Worlds greatest gift
It calls out to me
Sitting in my other hand
Urging me to use it
An upturned wrist
Lays on my leg
Veins traceable
All to be sliced
The vision of blood
Seeping down my arm
Throws chills through my body
I want to use it
To trace delicate lines
All over my clean skin
The cold metal heavy in my hand
A comfortable weight
Its sharp edge gleams in the light
Begging to be used
To be coated in my sticky red blood
Feeling a razor sinking through my skin
The immense pressure then release
Pure pleasure in my mind
Despite the pleasure that I yearn for
Slowly I roll my sleeve
Over my wrists white flesh
My clenched hand relaxes
The sharp razor slides out
Falling to the ground
I turn my back
And slowly walk away
Holding my breath and not looking back
Lies
Spun in a web
A thin web
pretty silk web
a fragile web
one miss step
the web will break
a broken web
breaks people
breaks life
breaks happiness
A secret
kept in silence
stashed in our hearts
SAFE
from others
locked away
Forgotten
by all
even us
To be remembered
the secret
kept in silence
is eventually voiced
UNSAFE
back with a vengence
hopefully to be forgotten again
by all
even us
In a world called upside down
Its midnight when the sun comes up
Its morning when the sun sinks down
Stop signs are green and always say Go
The grass is purple and is always dry
The sky is pink and always cries
When its cloudy out i have to wear sunglasses
And when its sunny I cant forget my umbrella
I once heard of a world called Right Side Up
When the clock strikes 12 the suns asleep
When the sun comes up its morning
Stop signs are red with 8 sides
Green lights glow and let you pass
The ocean lives down in the ground
The clouds live way up high
The grass is green and has some dew
The sky is blue and fluffy
When its cloudy the rain might fall
And when its sunny you need No umbrella
That would must be a crazy place to live
Lips
Rosy red lips
Beautiful smooth lips
Curving to make the perfect O
They call out to me
They sing only for me
They beckon me in
Lips
Pale pink lips
Chapped rough lips
Slightly crooked in a grin
They intrigue me
They speak to me
They love me
With eyes closed tight
I leap
With arms outstretched
I fall
With mind open wide
I fly
With a Smile
I land
Im caught by outstretched arms
He hopes
With eyes closed tight
He waits
With arms outstretched
He wishes
With mind open wide
He catches
With a smile
his hopes, his waiting, his wishes
All came true by catching a falling angel
Thinking of him
My heart pounds like thunder shaking the ground
My hands shake like rain pelting the green grass
My stomach constricts like a snake aroudn their prey
My voice catches in my throat
When he walks in the room i cant help myself
A smile shows on my face
My heart leaps out of my chest
My feet lead themselves
My hand slides into his
He smiles down at me
The pounding slows
My palms dry
My stomach relaxes
My voice is strong as i say
"I love you"
