A woman’s hope is sometimes strong it shows unbending love. Hope is flickering like a candle in the wind; look closely the tiny dancer is in the flames of purification of a hope not in vain. For the creator’s wounds were freshly bound and reclaimed so hope would live and proudly proclaim victory over the darkness of an enigma or our own paradox within our ego’s closet. There our ego stands without light or understanding with ego’s voice to listen to it’s self alone. Hope has buried deep in the folds of the death of ego’s reign. Giving up all to let the tender light let it go to the beyond of knowing. The death proclaims no victory over the living fire of hope’s love, freed to live within me.

Spiritual love is so fresh and light you cannot control it. Yet it satisfies you. With our Smiles and a warm glow of light we buzz with joy beyond measure. You turn your face towards the sun and become filled with love and joy as peace tugs your heart strings. Through the wonderment of the children you can catch a glimpse of heaven.

As the heart turns and soars on high with the eagles your ears and eyes are opened to hear the music of the angel’s. How can anyone be content with pain, struggle, strife and poverty? These things are that which brings you to the threshold of god’s house with the invitation to come. You were summoned by him to receive all he has waiting for you through his spiritual love.

Love has many names and a face it shows it’s self in the strangest places. Just when you think you’re done with it here it comes again with a sappy song. Some tears are shed and words unsaid with longing and pain for the love in vain.

Love is quiet and auspiciously loud it can be found in a crowd. Love has silver, lining softly riding the clouds musing, smiling while silently crying.

The animals and nature couldn’t be better as you quietly sit down to read that long, love letter.

Love is in music, painting the sounds of love in the master piece of life. Love even comes for a husband and a wife and children too, so why can’t it come for you?

YOU CAME AND REMOVED MY RIND SO I COULD WALK IN LOVE, THE BOUND KNOW ME NOT!  YOU SENT ME SO THEY COULD BE FREE.

ALL YOUR CHILDREN HAVE LOVE FROM ME TO COME THIS DAY AND RECEIVE HIM WHO GIVES FREELY.

A SOUL FELT FROM GOD THAT YOU SHOULD NEED A ROD TO REMOVE A CURSE BUT THROUGH ONLY YOU’RE VERSE, LET THE CHILDREN OF EGYPT COME HOME.

LET THEM SEE THEIR SIN AND BECOME AS A FISHER OF MEN. JESUS WILL BRING THEM IN, HE GIVES WISE COUNCIL.

FOR HE WAS GIVEN THE UNCIRCUMCISED TONGUE TO SPEAK THE WORDS OF WISDOM TO SAVE MEN,WOMEN, AND CHILDREN WHO WERE LOST THROUGH THEIR SINS, CONFUSION AND ALL OF LIFE'S ILLUSIONS.

HE SAT THEM ON THE PATH OF REDEMPTION THROUGH THE DOOR OF SALVATION BY THE RENDERING OVER OF THEIR SINS.  REMOVE THE MIRROR SO THEY CAN SEE ALL YOUR GLORY AND COME ON HOME.

THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR BEING OUR GUIDE TO AIDE US IN WALKING BY EXAMPLE WITH THE WALK OF CHRIST.  JUST AS YOU DID, LET EVERY ONE THING GIVE AS YOU DID.

FATHER HEARS MY PLEA. LET THE ANGELS OF ISREAL FREE. AMEN.

TRULY MOSE'S DAUGHTER.

Skill is not always as it should be or what you think it is. There are hidden gifts inside the friction. There lies the way to a graceful life.  You are not what you do: it then becomes a mirror to provide a higher learning in your evolutionary process.

  Thus you are given a higher skill and levels grown in leaps and bounds.  The zen garden expresses the essence of life and a highly perfected skill.  Today as i sit by the wayside calling up the gardens of senses i view the placement of things in the garden of my soul.  I see that it needs manicured.  As my very thought is in action it arranges the action of self to suite my visions but is this reality?

  I know there are billions of possible answers and come to the conclusion it is in perfect state as it was before i changed its placement.  With in the desire for it to be perfected in my minds eye it gave a glow of deep scarlet in appreciation of the acknowledgment that my provider was perfect in all things.

As my life gets so complex, I slowly massage my neck. I scratch my head knowing I’m truly dead. I can't begin to express my loneliness.  I can sit here in my room contemplating my doom.  This cloud of gloom won't pass me by. Alas, I don't know why.

You were a last reach at humanity. I guessed at the decision and got such a calamity.  All I wanted was a friend. Instead I lost all hope in the end of sanity.

As I felt my head leave my neck, you bagged my air and said what the heck; you tried your best, a feeble attempt, at a molesting order. I said look over your shoulder, a sky so blue and clear it removed the tears from my eyes as I said goodbye.

You so coldly left my body in such a disarrayed exposed to all on that horrible day.  In the back seat of a car, white in color, I always knew it would be a brother.  One with no sense of others only a frustration unto himself his impotency and broken mind has caused my death before it's time.

There is only one thing left to do as I cruse toward the judgment land. I'll ask god to forgive you.  As you walk this life, just remember your fall from grace and try to make a vow to always protect instead of kill,  To hold dear and get out of your own way make it clear you were to let go and to stay clear.

To learn and live, find another, begin again. Just remember your vow remains till time will end.  Your death could be eternal over and over again.  Through the non ending flames of his judgment, fear lives long, but forgiveness wins.

On this long, drawn out journey from the vilest of things to the sweetest smell of flowers that linger upon the air.  My journey wasn't alone I came with a sister; we walked so much I had a blister.  Along comes a bus and we're off and sitting with the discussion of things. So down to the beach we went. I could feel your wonder so as my feet hit the sand.  We were truly in another land.

A place of beauty alive with awe just for you.  I soon found myself saying Take a long look; the flowers are for you my sister to aide in your heart felt plea for others. I traveled far and wide to the land where starfish hide, purple in color.  I ask a local surfer girl to intercede for our brothers.

I gave you a skin with strings, complete with gifts and things. We asked her to ride out for the best wave of her life to release our plea at 403 at four points west, she did her utmost best.  
We stood in the sand with living waters as we watched god paint the most impossible of things.  The sunset so pure for those that received pure fresh air at a moment’s glance. My heart began to draw near and dance.

Out of the mouth of babes was pure joy to have saved the rest was the part I liked best.  My feet glued to the sand I knew you sent god for man, one to walk hand in hand.

I've smiled so big that it uncovered the diamond from within the shark’s teeth as the dolphins went crazy.  I knew what just landed, it's locked until time.

When the hour is near I'll be on time but if I'm not, please grab me so I can sit at the bridegrooms table inside of Jerusalem without a spot.

A feast of time, sentient beings, bring found favor in our hearts to save us from ourselves and let each others army live together all in one house.

Through the power of belief and ascension comes a man's redemption, through the house of David comes a silver thread of family ties.

The daughter of Moses, a true sister of Zion, a mother of love and a child of god all within four points west.

Our lives cross many paths and many people with such alien thoughts to our own and as all mixes in we take on a piece of that energy. I pray those who randomly take from others remember they will not own the energy taken it is specific to the one vamped. If you run on others you are an alien dead and void of humanity. We all want what we don't have so think about it a moment even in your dreams you are not in body so where you choose to go and who you do is another choice.  Let us all reach for higher reasoning and stop taking without asking. Most are unaware of the energy taken till sickness comes and forgetfulness runs rampant through your mind or what is left of it. Be aware and awake to own your waking and sleeping mindful right use of control and consciousness.

Our lives are not our own it is a higher realm of being that we all are made of.   The creators creative spark, how can we take advantage of our own blessings with clear consciousness after behaving like lower humans?  A take on the word god has many faces, names and realities for all of us to arrive as pure spirit. The pure spirit we are comes from his hand not ours so you can give it up or turn it in for less but trust is inevitable.  The  darkness of the soul has  misunderstandings and losses  do occur in this area it is not eternally safe to exist as a dark being for when judgment comes the light will posses the darkness like a  bad habit with little thought who it consumes to be no more.... I choose to live life as it was meant to be  higher spirit wins in the end, always the creator never looses so truly there is no choice to be made as i do not own myself he does.  It all was given free and clear over the freedom of will his will be done, I have nothing to do but go where i am asked to go and to do as he requires me to do this is not alien sex it is gods way to make sure his children come back to his pureness of being for the last time. To live as forgiven and to be redeemed with a free salvation card to be a rider in the best of plans till you are required to do another assignment.

Some get trapped in the astral having sex like rabbits those are the ones who were trapped in the flesh as well as becoming embedded into the astral. School is the place to go to. Learn all that is required , seek the life you choose to have , see where you have failed in the past life and move on... live jump off the door step of  the most high's house and enjoy life as it is your lessons, trials, and corrections of the spirit we need to be free of the lower alien sex......

Tenderness is a touch , a thought, a feeling of bliss. Standing in awe, tenderness is a euphoric experience. Tenderness of woe is the self-love reached for to console pain and strife throughout your life.

Tenderness is all encompassing, never ending, just a healing of a beginning. The beginning is the understanding of worth and justness. I crave a night with tenderness not lust. Woe can take control leaving you motionless. Longings leaves you with aches and pains.

Tenderness is like a man with plenty of drink: it eases a free flow of reality, intensified by serene intoxication. Some like the stench and others request the volume of commitment in this decision.

Tenderness of woe is like mercury, hard to hold. You can chase it, ever moving, breaking into thousands of pieces. What happens when you catch it and consume it?

Much like a chocolate bar, sweet tasty, lightly caressing, leaving you wanting more. Seduction at it's most subtle. Woe is me how does sweet death fit our spirituality? How does it serve humanity?

Only when tenderness of woe is shared with others does it set us free into the service of spirit how can I heal thee?


I promise to listen and to truly feel your plight. Send me your questions and answers shall come in the night. To read and find our dreams have meanings tis our desire to have the light. Woe is me I feel the tenderness of woe does you right.

The Gift Of Conscious Creation


The supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself, or, more correctly, being loved in spite of yourself.

-Victor Hugo


Date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 1:37 AM


Divine greetings beloved way showers! We are the Spiritual Hierarchy present with you to offer insight about your next steps on the journey into oneness.
Long ago there was a call in your heart to awaken to your divine splendor as a radiant being of light. Virtuously, you answered the call to keep your head above the swells and torrents of the rising frequencies on this planet, your beloved earth.

What lies before you now is a new set of rules, new challenges to overcome, but challenges in the name of unity, connectivity and with unprecedented levels of love that surround each of you.

What we would like to discuss with you this day is your special part in the grand scheme of planetary changes. First we would like to assure you that you are well on your way to what we call the path of active service, though service really does no justice to the name for what we call service is really the souls expression of pure joy.

Your deepest joy, as a beloved child of God, is a joy that is expressed through you in divine covenant as a benevolent force of good on this planet and for the resurrection of peace, cohabitation and divine love.

As servants of God’s will, your joy is unmatched in rivalry; it is this flow of divine grace that runs through you as a clear conduit uplifting all in its path. It is the flow of God’s grace that nurtures your every whim and answers your every call as the universe aligns and dances with your light as you become a conscious co creator of divine will.

Beloved servants of God, we call to you in remembrance of your holy plan and to remind you that your plan as a way shower of pure potential begins and ends with you!

What is important for you to now deeply realize is that you are the creator of all that you experience within & without.

Because of this, your inner dwelling must become the purified temple of Christ consciousness to be contained within, that which enables the continual flow of higher dimensional love to support the life that you see clearly in your minds eye, and feel deeply within your heart-space.

The moment in your life when you made the choice, the choice to live to your full potential and to radiate the full splendor of Christ’s love, was also the moment that you willingly walked forth into the line of fire.

We say this so that you will realize that the path you have chosen, the path to freedom and to your heart’s desires, is indeed the path of full human potential, but that whatever is blocking you from your highest intentions to co create a life of peace, passion and joy must be expunged. To co create with the divine and heavenly bodies of light that surround you, you must be free from all lower thought forms delivered from evil, so to speak.

In this, the realization that you already have all that you desire within you, is not just a cliché or a mark of happenstance it is a deeply laden truth that you must come to see and to embrace fully in the light of All.

For your light shines ever so brightly! It is only the darkness of outworn beliefs and illusions that limit you, that temporarily dampen your shine. To shine again, you must do nothing other than let go of all those beliefs that no longer serve you and to do this; to really do this effectively, you must first come to the level of knowing that this is indeed true.

Once you have achieved the state of knowing that you are beyond powerful, beyond capable to rise above the heaviness of any darkness that surrounds you, you are already 90 percent there.

Do you see this? Do you see that there is nothing to do per say, but to unload all heaviness?

For yes, this is the simplest truth dear ones this is the truth that you may search for in many external ways, yet we share with you that it can only be found within.

The inner strength that you posses to rise up and rise up against the weight of your past-conditioned beliefs is already deeply there. You must only strive for and crave the freedom even more! More than your past conditioning will have you to believe.

Divine passion is God’s fuel the fuel of freedom that will continually lift you above all strife.  Passion is the fuel that will keep you continually upward bound. Yet we also share that passion alone will not serve to clear the way to your truest desires.

Passion will create the impetus necessary to catapult you to higher levels of living. Passion will lift your sights beyond the mundane to where miracles can serve you, but it will be for your daily discipline to sustain and free you.

What we mean is this to rise above the mental planes of discord and strife so prevalent in your world today, you must have a mechanism, a tool within you that you can turn to each time a thought arises that you are less than, that you are incapable of achieving your dreams.

For certainly there will be those times when your dreams seem far out of reach, but we assure you that these times are the times when you are needed to rise above those beliefs most ardently.

In doing so, you free yourself...each day, each hour, each minute that you choose to believe in the higher voice...in the knowing that these times will come to pass.

Freedom comes by your daily will to concede to a higher plan.

How you ask?

And we will share, that to align to your higher plan daily means nothing more or less than staying connected to your dreams, feeding your passions, honoring what feels good and accessing the power behind those intentions.. and to never waver in and out of the thoughts that will have you believe that you are capable of less... for surely those thoughts also create.

Healing begins with the mind, for when the mind is not aligned with your higher will, it creates energetic disturbances and discordance in your electromagnetic field that keep you bound. Therefore, we remind you how imperative it is to your well being and to your forward momentum to keep your mind solely focused on only what it is that you desire each and every moment that you are captured by thought.

Each time you waver, each time you honor a thought that is less than what your intended outcome will be, you run the risk of plummeting your dreams in a downward spiral, a direction less suited for true freedom.

And each time you align with the voice within that reminds you that you are creating, in every moment, the reality that you experience, you align with the power of what is and therefore the pure potential of what can be.

Beloved wonders, you are empowered and sovereign beings of light here to concrete the physical, emotional, mental, & spiritual realities that you feel deeply within your heart. This is the creation of your life, the greatest creation of all, and it is an ever-unfolding path of greater divine love & feelings of bliss.

Did you know that the love you experience in your life is an exact reflection of the love you that you allow yourself to feel?

It is true! To increase the reflections of love in all you do, in those you meet, you must increase the love quotient within yourself. Love yourself daily by reminding yourself that you are made of pure love and that you are the empowered creator behind all you choose.

Choose consciously, in each moment that presents itself to you, choose with love, and your choices will begin to reveal themselves immediately in how you are feeling.

Are you feeling loved? Then your recent choice was aligned with your highest good. Are you feeling unloved? Then your recent choice was aligned with less than your potential.

When you feel like the radiant being of light who you truly are, you will experience life as you envision it to be. If not, you must simply choose again. And again. And again until you have achieved the external reality that matches your heartfelt desires.

These choices come to you in every now moment the choice to believe in the reality that you see with your physical eyes, or the reality that knows that everything can be exactly as you en-vision.

Remember dear souls, real-reality becomes real when you enliven it with attention and be-lie-f; when you choose to feed it with the power of your focus.

The gift in conscious creation is that the choice is always yours!

So dig deep within yourself to remember your power to have it all and to love yourself so fully that you change the very vibration of the very earth you live on. This is how you will lead as way showers of the new earth paradigm by your radiant example of what IS possible.

Become all of who you wish to BE and you will rapidly birth the life you wish to see.

We are the Spiritual Hierarchy with you today to remind you that only you can lift yourself above the ordinary to achieve the extraordinary. Only you can Become who you deeply know yourself to be.

You are loved and supported beyond measure. This is the link for this if you want to send it onward to lighten the path for many.   Lifetechnology@yahoogroups.com sent by ormusalchemy@aol.com  many blessings and much love and light to all  shekhinah.

As you get to be older and wiser you see with a new pair of glasses. I discovered if you take them off all is fuzzy and out of sinc. I then picked up another pair of glasses which has another view wondering where the old ones has gone. Today i let my vision get real fuzzy and had to focus with the blur factor and this after 16 hours of sleep and contemplation I've discovered i no longer need this pair as i once again lay them down, Someone speaks to me i reach over to grab my glasses and find i now have the originals once again to run out the door and never lay them down again. Much of the visions with another' s pair can disorientate you so bad you forgot where you were at.... The eye doctors, the Physicians office or just a bright window in time to see others visions with your pair of eyes. I feel better now that things are back to my understanding of my life and sleep caught up i will further my writings in the next few days as i haven't been into the computer lately sorry about letting you all drift but one has to do other things once in a while. for their better state of mind. Have a blessed day!

Grief is a doorway to the teachings of enlightenment and wisdom.  The gateway of the soul is a teaching path to higher consciousness.  Through grief you can push the levels of anger,pain, abandonment, terror and loneliness; these are the aspects of the scared wound.  All of us try to ignore the problems, just turn around and let them teach you about who you really are.  Keep an open heart to what you are and let grief guide you to freedom of all the above listed experiences.  Within grief the seeds of enlightenment and wisdom are growing what is lost can only come back to you in higher ways.  Today I look inside myself for the answers to what I see on the outside of myself.  I look deep in the autumn of my soul and cry to the parts I love, telling them goodbye and to take on the inner battle of what i left go of running a muck to get some acknowledgment of ownership to that which i should fix for my self to be all it can be.  As the leaves fall and all my issues turn to bright stars, i sigh in remembrance of my true self of perfection and glory that the father gave me and doubt no more.

DREAMS AND REAL THOUGHT CAN BECOME SIMILAR, THEY BOTH CAN FLY AWAY.  YOU MUST MEET THEM AND CONQUER THEM.  WHERE IS THE PAIN FROM CHILDHOOD YOU HAVEN'T DEALT WITH?  MOVE INTO THE WOUND OF YOUR SECRET FEARS FIND THE SEEDS OF WISDOM THERE TO GROW FROM AND BECOME MASTER OF YOUR DESTINY  FACE WHAT UPSETS YOU MOST AND IT WILL EASE THE GRIP ON YOU.

GIVE AWAY WHATEVER IT IS THAT HOLDS YOU BACK.  COULD IT BE INSECURITIES, EGO, FEAR OF FAILURE, OR NOT BEING LOVED OR BEING TOTALLY ALONE?  LET IT GO AND BE REBORN.  INTO A NEW STATE OF PERFECTION FREE OF ALL BAGGAGE AND BOOK YOUR NEXT FLIGHT TO ANYWHERE FUN.COM.

THIS IS PERFECTION IN ANYONE THING IT IS FLEETING AND HARD TO PIN DOWN SO LET IT FLY AWAY ON THE FEATHERS OF THE WIND ,CATCHING  IN THE BRANCHES OF ANY TREE.  YOU SEE INTO THE  STRONG AND YET YIELDING TO THE UNIVERSAL FLOW,THE SOFT REFLECTION ON THE THING STICKING IN THE TREE OF YOUR LIFE IS THAT WHICH CANT LET YOU MOVE FOREWORD.

YOU CAN USE THE MOON TO PULL OLD LIGHT THROUGH IT AS A OLD WOUND AND SEE IT HEAL WITH THE SUN OF THE DAY ONLY TO FLY FREE AGAIN TO NEVER STOP YOUR PERFECTION OF BEING YOUR SELF.  WISE AS THE SOARING EAGLE WITH THE EYES OF A HAWK.

School of life. We move through life it learning many lessons and all about our possibilities.  It then becomes a warrior's path one to fight through to the end.  Enlightenment is a stop along the way with a reward of the Great Spirit.  Crashing as a mirror fragmented together to make one Mandela our view of god is expanded.  In the center of the eye of a great storm we find stillness and a quiet balance just for our own life.  We try to become one with the stillness. Taking the vision of the Zen sand garden with its perfected lines of grains not a pattern to speak of but well manicured to say the least.  Above it suspended is our earth waiting in the quietness to grow in the oneness of a giant boulder crouching in the shadow just to know it's still in its infancy, perfected in the oneness of being.

A shaman can teach you about power and a magician can teach you to become strong in spirit and competent in your endeavors, but to describe a miracle or to explain the mystery you lose the power gained.

Silence is a watchful guardian of what is.  You can talk around the edges but never giving the true full picture of the magic contained in the miracle.  Just welcome the miracle and enjoy the ride.

The transformation is in you not the outcome.  Darkness stands alone within the closet without the light.  If you could go all the way back to when time began you could see through the veil of the cosmos.

Beauty is a thing well deserved to humans for all the disillusionment they produce just to keep the truth in the dark.  Simplicity at its finest is one's true mystery.

DREAM OR REMEMBER THE DREAM THAT IS THE QUEST.  YOU ENTERED YOUR LIFE THROUGH THE VEIL OF THE DREAM.  ONE OF THE REASONS THE LAST PIECE IS MISSING IS BECAUSE IT GIVES THE CLUES HOW TO GET HOME.

YOU ARE ONE WITH ALL LIFE; YOU ARE CREATION LOOKING FOR its SELF.  THE GREAT MOTHER RESTS WITHIN YOUR SPIRIT.  THIS IS WHY YOU ARE SO EARTHBOUND OR CONSCIOUS.

MOTHER OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE WOMB OF ALL LIFE.  EVEN IN THE LIGHT THAT SHINES FROM YOUR EYES. SHE BRINGS THE ILLUMINATION OF DAILY DREAMS AND THE SWIFT POSSIBILITIES OF YOUR DREAMS BECOMING YOUR REALITY.   I AM TRYING TO REMEMBER THE SWEETNESS OF PLEASURE AND THE SCENT OF THE RIVER FROM WHICH I CAME.

THE BUTTERFLY IS RED WITH THE DESIRE FOR THE REMEMBRANCE OF FLYING AND THE FREEDOM IT GIVES US TO LAND IN THE FLOWERS SCENT WAVERING IN THE BREEZE SUSPENDED OVER AN ETERNAL UNIVERSE OF LOVE.....PRICELESS!!!!!!!

Caresses are light and flow upon the breeze like the wings of a dragon in flight. I stand ready to battle with chains and strife.  I look to the day when I no longer hide from the lost love within as it has a being of its own to hold and caress somewhere in my chest.

I can feel your hold upon me as I stand in the battle warring only pain and hurt to spur me onward to the battles end. I ask myself is it you or am I battling my own heart instead of the monsters on the parchment sent to me to collect at the worlds end to hand over to the master who will negate them to be never again. What is then left but the beauty of a scar where the battle took its hold and caressed me no more.. As victory sets in I know I have a friend.

  I truly live in and above the veil as my true persona hangs upon a nail.  I died for one and all can you see my love leaving me as the blood drains down my neck or has the spidery vein clogged to let me live on till the dawn of another day when man needs me to win at life one more time to caress the wings of the dragons nest.

My love I will wait till eternity ends to be there with you again to do it all over and discover you were my only lover. I have a sigh as the cover rolls over where your lips have been I silently caress the spot you love so well as my nose smells you linger in the air to brush back a strand of my hair. I close my eyes and wish you my love's only wish.... to caress

The master’s puppet smiles big as he sit at the masters feet with the darkness captured within a rose as the smell is as sweet. The master is playing with him toying with his afflictions does the master not see that the puppet is on the end of a stick dangling his smile so thick.

His red and green shows his desire to win at all costs and to become the master who sits and watches but can a frog play chess or checkers without getting lost?

The puppet has a letter on his head can anyone guess what it said? As far as I can see it is Alpha heaven for all to reach as the masters plan is in action I never could read the puppets reaction. This is a puzzle hidden very well inside the gates of heck with arms and feet crossed how much did the puppet pay to be the boss?

As I stand and take the puppet by the hand his face is no longer smiling it looks a fright as he is covered through the night .His smile soon returns as the game turns that favorite corner to see the master and to sit at his feet once more.

Waiting to see who comes through the door. It was I,   the thing you cannot see the spirit who moves in me.  Just as the master now sits at my feet the smile is upon the puppets face for redemption never tasted so sweet.  Blessed are the toad and the puppet as well as the master for grace is sitting in the driver’s seat so rare.   I loved the rosy cross but the price is what I paid, not what I bought!

Here I stand with my feet in the sand waiting for beauty to fly through the sky. As the flower blooms and the days sun shines. I feel the love you send me as I waited still and firm on my feet to love the gifts of the soul and those of your love gently caressing my face to say just how much you love me. The warmth of the experience needs no sun to warm me it comes from the inside my heart, my heart is yours and yours alone, blessed by your thoughts and dreams to be next to me….. Beauty and freedom is just a combination not many see up close but in truth there is nothing that can hold back intent such as ours, to be, to love and be free to dream dreams of eternity of smiling faces near and the footsteps are firmly planted and the direction sought honestly my love our true love is never lost. I don’t know what to say that you have never heard one say being of god like qualities I am sure you have heard it all from all beings but as you hear it from me rest assured it is as real as the footprints in the sand as we leave them to walk hand in hand.

Serenity what is it to you? For me, it knows there is nothing that can take my god given inheritance and make my life a bad time. I find serenity in small things and the quietness between sounds. How to use that which  is given in a positive way every day , just pull out  that hidden talent the one you so painstakingly try to hide so no one will steal it from you. Let it shine into the day let others be blessed by your talents.  Give them grace and mercy and trust as the father gives you, find the lining in the cloud to support you in times of faintness.  There is love in serving others and healing quietly those in pain this has been a true station for me to give and heal that in myself as well as others.  Just fly in the healing of the serenity of your being. Give from the love inside given to you from the father as all is well and feels beautiful………