Louise Bowman
Will this black cloud,
ever shift from my head
Be replaced with sunshine
And make me feel less dead?
Could you just let me in?
Tell me what I did,
To make me feel,
Like I am full of sin?
I sometimes sit and long,
For the simplest of things,
Someone to read the paper with
And always answer when I ring
People tell me I'm crazy
To feel the way I feel
Becuase it's all superficial
It's based on nothing real
I watched you suffer
At the pleausre of those evil girls and boys
Who never let you join in
And broke all your toys
I don't miss you
I just miss that feeling;
that feeling of being more than just me,
That feeling of being "us" of being "we"
They often tell you;
"Look on the bright side"
Don't be so down
Ha! I'm smiling on the inside
My mind is blank
I don't know what to say
I'm trying to think of something
But the words won't come my way
For You…
I’ll never forget, that first day we met
I was crazy, a little lazy
But the memory my friend is far from hazy
It’s a horrible game you play with me
I’m imprisoned and I want to be free
But you’ll never let me go
And that’s one thing we both know
If I'm feeling lonely
I know that you won't care
But ask yourself why
Go on, if you dare