I was raised in a small town and now live in a big city... I believe fate is always taking us one step closer to what we were born to do and gives us the opportunity to shine on others around us.
I met up with you in a coffee shop,
I felt so relaxed as if we knew each other for some time.
It was the beginning of something that I lost quite some time ago,
Having the sense of being a thought in your mind.
Thinking of the potential that I assumed is mutually there,
I want to know more and gain the knowledge of you.
Growing everyday in the exchange of conversation,
Lead to the more exclusive meetings.
An intense feeling of being lifted grows in my heart,
That my life told me happiness was right around the corner.
Rejoicing the new enjoyment of my world,
Taking my time as I wrap myself in it.
The time goes by and I rarely see you,
Being busy in our own frame of life.
Sharing an interest in one another,
Yet not showing how much is actually there.
Making it slowly aware to one another,
Of loving someone; like you.
Time is more of value and is contributed too,
Understanding each other is the biggest benefit.
You helped me…
Get over the past, and the one person I was starting to become.
I know I’m strong, and I have a great personality.
When the time is right… that is!
I have many faults as well…
That might have happened more than once!
You are in my thoughts constantly…
I don’t want to lose the positive vibe I feel from you.
I’m lost in the world with bright vibrant colours,
Fading is never a thought while standing in your shadow.
With in the time frame given spent,
So much of the connection has been overcome!
Being in control…
Too not lose what is of more importance to me!
I am proud of what I went through,
And believe I can do so much more for myself.
Looking at the one person who ‘helped’ me,
Defining you as being content, a feeling that should never be lost.
I torture myself,
With the love I try to find.
Encouraged by my soul and another,
Forever looking for the one and only love.
I'm lost without a cause,
Escaping the torment of another soul.
The bring-me downs,
I just want to be loved with a purpose.
I want to hold you,
As you grasp me with all your might.
I want to feel safe,
as you held your own child in your arms.
I'm I that worthy of you,
Without judging me of my past.
The times we shared,
Considering that I have a soul.
Is it just me,
I'm lost... no direction.
Growing from what found me,
And trying to make my life better.
Can you accept me,
For who I am and who I chose to be?
It takes a little courage,
And a strong mind to help me.
Yet I do choose you,
I want to be stronger...
Build a human, to their strongest
Obtain goals and gain comments from outsiders.
Sitting alone and thinking of you,
Memories that could of been made.
Yet breaking my heart because I pushed you away,
Talking of fate and what the future may hold.
The hardest part is losing what is in front of you,
Telling yourself, you can do so much more.
Yet giving up you told yourself you would never do,
Now your gone and there's no return.
If so many things were different,
The sense of reality and attitude of life.
We were compatible in any sense,
Though the understanding took an effort.
I'm here and you are there,
The greatest gift was just to meet you.
Caring for one another in a short period of time,
Living the moments of life.....
Together we spent the time and found emptiness in the end,
There was part of me that will always and forever be; close to you.
I don't know weather or not it was all me or the both of us to comprehend,
The things we knew we were breaking through.
My world is known by everyone, because I let them in so easily...
The unknown is a mystery to those around me and to myself.
Being a passive identity, without the thought of whats inside,
Compromise for someone that I use to know...
I cannot tell the future, and I never wish to know...
Given the strength to live through each day.
My heart is there for those around me that in-power my soul,
The wisdom is spread through someone a-new.
You are the one I've been waiting for...
The one i believe is going to cancel out the heartache.
Even out the mislead and misunderstandings
Moments of joy and re-births are brought forth.
Sleeping in the comfort of your arms
I feel more wanted and more loved.
Holding your hand as we walk through the park
Enriches my soul like the flight of a dove.
Looking deeper into another identity of life,
I find images close to my own.
Watching the reactions in anothers' personalities
While thinking of what the future brings.