Jethro Nhero Cuizon
only through poetry I can show them.
I fear. I feel. I fight. I write.
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Cupid must be crazy
For he strikes me at the heart
At the very first time I saw you.
Cupid must be crazy
For he strikes you at the heart
When you're not looking at me.
Now I'm becoming crazy
Looking at your dazzling smile,
Listening to your sweet voice,
Feeling the sway of your hair,
Without you noticing
I've been there all the time.
It's just the way it is,
Cupid is just f**kin' crazy
Playin' with my heart.
It always starts in friendship,
but
sometimes it also ends in there,
nothing more.
Maybe
I don't have the strength
I am weak
I don't have the intellect
I am foolish
I don't have the talent
I am embecile
I don't have the skill
I am feeble
All I have is God
and the heart to fight
and the will to push through.
Close your eyes.
You'll see the world
inside your dream.
Wonderful isn't it?
All you need,
everything you've wanted,
It's all in there.
I know that in that world
you've been dreaming of,
I don't exist in there.
I know you're happy,
And I don't want to ruin it.
I just have to let go
even if there's no one like you.
You're my only one
but I have to let go.
There's a fire
that's burning my very soul
It scorches like hell.
There's a cold
that's freezing my heart
It bites with misery.
Madness growing on the inside
With fear shackles the light.
Darkness taking the lead,
controlling this black heart.
Evil is dominating
devouring my black soul.
Enduring with what's left
in my humanity.
After every darkest night,
A very bright morning will rise.
They said,
Smile to the world
and the world will smile back to you.
So I smiled
But, you didn't smile back.
This is my way,
just stay away.
No one can stop me
This is my dream
This is my everything
Every breath,
Every tears,
Every sweat,
Every blood,
I would give it all.
This is my way,
get out of my way,
just stay away.
What's the most
excruciating pain
a man could ever feel?
Immaturity,
that's what they called it.
Immature,
that's how they see me.
Childish,
that's how they treat me.
But,
I say
It's my life
It's my style
It's my way of living life to the full.
You're there,
I can see you smile,
I can hear you laugh,
I can feel you're joy,
but
I just want you to know
that I'm here,
silently in love.
I closed my eyes
and lie down
with so many burdens
to carry on my shoulders.
I closed my eyes
and rest,
thinking will I
ever wake up tomorrow?
I closed my eyes
and pray,
hoping to see
the bright light again.
I look at the fridge..
..empty.
I look at my wallet..
..empty.
I look at your picture..
..instantly I'm full.
I'm just a five
She's a perfect ten
I'm just a nobody
She's so popular
I'm just a loser
She's the hottest girl in town
I can't win her
I just know.
Anything can be out of order
even winds changes direction,
even big trees fall down,
even water dries up,
even sun will be covered by the moon.
Human is no different
life is full of uncertainties,
life is full of mysteries,
life is full of possibilities.
I planned,
I practiced,
I mastered,
but when I'm in front of you
still I'm silenced.
Everything doesn't seem right,
Everything is out of my control.
I always lose,
They always kick my ass,
shove me away,
ignored me,
as if I don't exist.
They spit on my pride
but it doesn't shook me
I stand hard,
I looked up,
I believed.
They inspired me to be stronger
I'm fired up!
Everything has its time
maybe not now,
not later,
or not ever,
but still I believe.
When you thought you're just a kid
When you thought you're all alone
When you thought everything is gone
When you thought there's no home
When you thought this is the end.
I'm doomed.
