she running a 1000 miles in the wrong direction
that she will never find that place she need
she will never see that little girl again

she wish to find that smile that she can't find at home
she want nothing more then to find something that means something
meaning to her life will never be seen

can anyone hear her?
can anyone see the tear burnt face?
can anyone tell her they love her?
can anyone see her going down that road again?

there are no answers to put to a question
the fire that burns all around her
can she ever be hear even know no one has meet her

can anyone hear her?
just to end up with an up turn smile
never knowing the faith she is living
wishing she was never born into this mess
she will never pass the life's biggest tests
she is nothing like the rest

she wish to be found

no time to say why I'm get back
I just going back
I can't get why I'm going back
I feel like nothing is going to be the same
I know that I'm got going to be happy
I know that things are going to change about me
I can't run from thing again
I give up the fight to fight back
I'm done
I'm going back to the past feelings I had
but now I don't think this time it is going to pass
I know it is to stay forever until the end
I hate it but I have to live with it again
oh well

I can't stop crying now that I know you don't think of me
I can't go on with out thinking about you
I cry and hear the meal blade
I can't stop
it feels so good to feel the cool meal on my skin
I know that I can't run away for this again
I cry out to see if you hear me
but no one comes
I'm alone in this world for a reason
I can't do right
I can't do anything with out messing up
I can't do it
I just want you back in my arms again
but how can I if I don't hear for you
I need the cool meal blade to stop me from crying another tear again
because I know that the meal blade will help me stop the tears again
It is my only friend till the end

as I sit here in the cloudy sunny sky's warmth
I think for awhile about how last night you turned me against the world
you never know how I really feel about your actions
you just do them to see how I will take it
I feel as I sit here in no fear to show the world how I truly feel
my word can't come out to say the lest
you just never saw how we could have been
you just want to make it seem it was all right in the end
sad to say as I sit here
you can't hind the pain and tears from me for I can see it written all over your face
you lie to me for the last time in my life
as I sit here, I wish for you to see what has been done to create the mess you made for us to be in
you always say that you are right to win all the fights we have at night
you think you are all that and so much more
will I hope for you to just walk straight out that door so I don't see your face no more
you feel over powered by my words so you try to bring me down once again
I sit here with no fear left in my weaken heart
I stronger now than I was back then
this is good- by till the end

why I am just writing about sadness
about the things you did
lie's, hating life and so much more
I seen to not see the way out
years of pain of it all
so that is just same old time
nothing you say is going right in my life
I thinking that I made the wrong mistake  
why can I run from you
this is no fun when I am trying to see the future
but nothing I said is getting through
I just started on with the power of hopefulness
then there to begin with on this lonly road
of pain and just being the saying the less  
relevant to nothing you say nor do
Im through with you
but still I have a question?

you say you know all
but I see that something at is a lie
still I must know why
for I need the time of the truth

you tell me the way
just so you don't have to any day
you think I won't see through you
but you are wrong

you try to say no lies here
don't doubt me
I know you are lie's
so to end thing with two words

good bye

is it right
that we fight
for one light
with all our might
only if the one that is called the  light
see's us through
the one who will win to
be the best
with nothing but the rest
lies what is inside us
as we win this fight

waiting for that perfect moment
just to see that one thing
getting to the point of butterfly's
the world shows it's wonders to all

but then
what to see
nothing?
or something?

questions go through the mind
the sight is what makes it a wonder
wonder one
wonder

see the happy face
see the joyful face
see the slimly face
but you may not see
the face of tears
the face of fear
the face with burning red eyes
the faces that you will never see
is the really me
so see the faces of many
see the faces of marry
but don't see the face of pain
see my face

sitting here with cobweb mind
hard to think of what to write
pager's line's are empty
the pencil waves back and forth in the hand      
still thinking about what to write
nothing comes to mind
wish for some ideas
looking at the time
time tick by
seconds,minute's, hour's  
now I give up for now
until another time

your thoughts
your opinion
your mind
you do it all the time
think it
it is what you think
think it
don't stop thinking
your thoughts
your life
you think all the time
you never stop thinking
you have lots to think about
so just do it
think
but still
what to think next

night is died
quite to hear nothing
as if much needs to be heard
the night is right
to die away
fly to the moonless light
the night is right

night descends on me
left with darkness in my heart
tear burn the fire out
lights go out
Gomenasai
what more can I say
can't stop
only end up to cry
Gomenasai
lie here to die
wait for the perfect time
sad enough to say the lest
Gomenasai
I'm thinking about it
can't run away from it
really don't want it
Gomenasai
is all left to say

to see
to think
to do
what may not be right
just to win a stupid fight
with what is left of your might
see that is taunts you as you try to kill it
too blind to see that you can win
but it keeps taunting you
you try once again to kill it
but not enough
so you fight with anger in your heart
anger clouds your mind
all you think about is to win
to show that you know you are right
but that is the wrong way to fight
after want feels like forever
you finely see that you must fight with a heart of gold
mean you mite see you are nor right nor wrong but to find way
to make it see that it needs to changes
but if not then you left with a strong heart and knowing
that no madder how people may see you
you are who you are
and that is all that madder's to you
to stop and see the way is not to fight  
with hate and anger not right
just to see the light

try to put it easy
not to sound mean
but really to lie
must it always be like this
why try  when just say it
must to hate it
lies to lay it
why
just to say it
writing it down
may it help to see
even if it is hard
time will let all know
pain is all
that is all

something needed
something wanted
can't live without
must it be
free to do as pleased
no lies
maybe sighs
but why
lies
sighs
hate
date
what next
tell the world why
as time slowly goes by
by it be a lie
bye

alone to think
think of why
why must it be
be something we can't see
see something to believe
believe in to see
see to be why
why do we need to think
think to be alone

why try to think of why
why must it be
will we never see
maybe we are too blind
not to care
only simple to bear
no to be see
no to be heared
only simple to lie
lay down on what is pain
no one to blame
never a shame
will it never stop
no, it couldn't  
wouldn't it see
should it be
can't say for sure
but it is life
nothing more
then is coming again
knowing hurts
why let it bear
why would it care
that is all to be said
and to be read

something to think about
unknowing the faith
must keep finding out why
must be in the heart of time
long to know the truth
but it mite hurt
maybe it is just best
knowing is no always good
so what
life sucks

right to find the time
maybe gone
never know
wouldn't care
couldn't lay down for you
shouldn't hate to say things to you
but I must wait for something
when it is right
the time will be right