Forever in my heart
You shall be,
Forever my crush
You shall be,
Forever my love
You shall be,
Forever my life
You shall be,
Forever till dealth do us apart
Forever shall you be.

I lay here in silence
And hear as the drops of rain hit the roof
All that comes to mind is love,
I struggle to close my eyes
To fall asleep
But i drift offf
And all that comes to mind is love,
How hard it is to let go
But still
I manage to fall in love,
How much it hurts to always love someone
Who never loves you
And still
I manage to fall for someone,
Everyone says its a faze
That i'll get over it....
I lay here in silence
The rain comes to an end
All that comes to mind is you.

I forgive you
For everything that has happen,
Sometimes i felt
That you made everything worse
That you ruined my life,
Yes
You have made horrible choices
And hurt me,
Yes
I have lost all trust for you
And respect,
I forgive you though
Because the more i hate you
The longer im held back
The longer  sufer,
Im gonna see the world
With a smile,
Im gonna kee my head up.

You are so sweet
And you make my heart skip beats,
You like me for who i am
And you never try to change me,
I was scared
You were gonna hurt me
And break my heart
Buy the more we talk
The more i realize it was the complete opposite
I'm glad i gave you a chance
And I'll do anything to make this last.

If your searching for someone perfect
Please dont waste your time on me,
If your searching for someone with a pretty face
Please dont judge by what you see,
If your trying to find someone who doesnt cry in  her sleep
Than please dont try and comfort me,
Im not the girl
Everyone expects me to be,
Yes i wear a mask
And if youd like to take it off
And see what is underneath,
If you'd like to get to know the real me
I wont bite
Ill let you see,
And if you decide to leave
I'm glad you saw the real me,
So if you are searching for someone real
I quess that isnt me,
But if you lie what you see
Please take the time to get to know me,
Im not as bad as people make it seem
I've just had a rough start,
I'm not like everyone else you see
Thats why im unique,
I hold back tears so no one may see
I fight back pan so no one may suffer,
But if your willing to stay
I will take the mask off
And show you all my imperfection.

Try not to cry
When times get hard,
Try not to fall apart
When people bring you down
Just know your better than tht
Your worth every penny
And deep down inside people love you.

All I ever tried to do
Was make you realize
That you lost someone good,
But it never worked
And i just lost Hope,
I was hurt so much
Becuz i thought you would run back,
The part that hurt the most
Was knowing i loved you  much
And that was never enough,
I don't know what went wrong
I don't know why we ended
But i do know
We should start over,
All i ever tried to do
Was make us last
Guess i tried way to hard.

Still
In the back of my head
I still love you
More than life itself,
The way you act
The way you move
And your eyes,
Still
I jump when you text me
Just because
Deep inside i love tough for being you,
Still
I feel for you
I still love you
With all my heart.

God
I just want this to happen
I want my mom more than anything,
Ive lost allot if things
Is this why,
Is this the something better,
Bc if it is
Than thank you
For everyone who left in me
Thank you for every tear i have shed.

Deep inside
I know i wanted what could of been
What should of been,
Ive blamed the world
For hurting me,
But truth is
Love may be fragile
But sometimes it is the only thing people can count on,
Yes love may hurt
But maybe its the love you'll lose tht hurts,
Love may have unexpected results
But in the end
It just means someone better is out there for you.

The whole world knows
Everything i tried to hide,
The whole world knows
Everything i tried to deny,
There is no going back
I have to face the world
Strong and tall
Even with a crimpled heart,
I have to look in your eyes
Brave and bold
Even with the pain in my heart,
The whole world knows
Everything i tried to push away,
The whole world knows
Eerything i tried to keep from you.

Things wont be the same
Never again,
I miss what i had
I miss the things i could call mine
Those are all gone
And i gotta learn to move on,
I gotta forget the past
Cuz i know this wont be the last
I have to let this go
Eventhough i dont want too
Im sorry
That things didnt work out,
But i can no longer cry
Over you
And what i miss
I give up
I cant wait no longer,
For you to come to your senses,
I have to move on
And let this is goodbye
Forever
And i cant and wont
Ever turn back,
Goodbye jon paul.

I don't want you in my life
no matter how many times you say sorry,
I don't want you in my heart
no matter how many times you say I love you,
I don't want you on your knees
no matter how much you gonna bleed,
I don't want you to text me
no matter how much you going to plead,
I don't want you to kiss me
no matter how much I want you to,
I don't want you to hold my hand
no matter how perfect a fit,
I don't want you
no matter how mad I miss you,
I'm done writing about you
so this is the last poem to you
no matter how bad they fit you.

for some reason
I keep running back to you
even though you hurt me,
sometimes I want you
sometimes I hate you
then there sometimes
where I don't know what to do,
cuz past is past
and I need to move forward
but sometimes
I don't want to.

You hurt me
You broke me down
Try to kil me
But i got back up,
And i still love you
Even though you hurt me bad
And i forgave you
Cause after all
How can i move on
If im still handing on the pieces
You are holding.

You hurt me
You broke me down
Try to kil me
But i got back up,
And i still love you
Even though you hurt me bad
And i forgave you
Cause after all
How can i move on
If im still handing on the pieces
You are holding.