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The text I sent.I'm sorry if you're sleeping. I just kind of realized that I've taken you for granted. Really. You were the only person to care about me or be legitimately nice. I know I ****** up, multiple times. Every time made me realize that you were always good to me. I haven't been good to you. I'm so sorry. Everything started at a time in my life when things were bad. Really ******* bad. You were there and it practically saved my life on multiple occasions. I wish I could be that for you, but I'm not a good person. I've become lazy and self centered and horrible and I know you can see that change in me. You're the only one who noticed I was different. I'm going on a rant I'm sorry. If you can call me please please do it as soon as you can.

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Dec 6, 2014

All The Texts I Almost Sent"I'm scared of commitment. I never gave you the real reason for why I told you I didn't want this. I said things like 'i'm too far away' or 'You deserve better'. Truth is, I'm scared that you'll want to get married someday. That you'll want kids someday. That I'll have to see you die early someday." / "I wish you would let me pay for your hospital bills. It's the least I could do for saying sorry so often." / "I wish I could take it all back. You don't trust me anymore. That's why you're so distant. You don't trust me because I broke up with you and said it was a mistake right after. I don't trust myself."

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Dec 3, 2014

UntitledI can't stop thinking, thinking, thinking / Scratching skin, pulling hair / I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

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Mar 13, 2014

Untitledsometimes i want to stick my foot so far into my mouth / that it makes it to my stomach / and i digest it.

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Feb 11, 2014

UntitledI look back upon my own words and wonder / who wrote these? / It seems like it should be me

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Feb 11, 2014

******* ****STOP / SAYING / EVERYTHING

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Nov 24, 2013

tryI keep trying to still be friends / but you gave up / I'm not sure what I'm giving up on

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Nov 24, 2013

no differentYou are no different / than the rest / you don't get to dictate what is or is not offensive

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Nov 23, 2013

enough.Pulse. / bumping, beating, thumping, drumming. Movement. It keeps me going. It keeps me going too much. I am too much. Too much crazy, too much THUMPA THUMPA THUMP. / Flutter.

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Nov 4, 2013

dreamYou are here. / Right here next to me. / I know it, I feel it.

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Oct 20, 2013

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