Praying is one of my ways to release my pain
I talk to God to help me out of my pain
I am stressed doing all the things that I hate
And that’s the thing is pushing you away


I don’t know the reason why’d you leave me
You’re the only person I love who do that to me
For you seems like everything is ok
But for me, everything is not ok


Love is not a competition
But for us, it is like a game
We treat each other just like a prize
And that’s the game I’m winning like


The game that we have is no one
Can get in love
But for me is hard to can’t get in love
Because you’re the only guy that I love

Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot
So tell me now and tell me true
So I can say I am here for you


Of all the friends I have ever met
You are the one which that I never can get
I’m in love on someone
And that’s my friend that I can’t get


I’ll do everything just to proved to you
That I am sincere on loving you
I don’t care if you disturb me
Because I get disturbed when you don’t disturbed me at all


Of all the friends I have ever met
You are the one, I’ll never forget
And if I die before you do
I’ll be in paradise waiting for you

Every day in my life is just a nightmare to me
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to react
And I don’t know what will going to be happen


It seems like no one can see me
And seems like no one loving me
I’m not an EMO
But you keep telling that it is me


It’s not over, but it is over
I give you the chance to make it
But you didn’t
I’m falling apart, and I’m falling apart
And I am vulnerable on making you apart


I’m waiting for your call
But I didn’t hear any ring
I am falling right now
And I can’t get it up


I need your loving hands
To come and pick me up
That’s why I’d realized
Pushing you away is hurting me a lot

Every night I go to my bed
It’s really hard for me to sleep
I can’t figure it out why is it
Because you’re like a sheep always in me

It’s the middle of the night already
That’s why I decide to write this
For me to fall asleep
And now I am asleep because of doing this

We saw each other
We are really sweet to each other
We care to each other
And we really love each other

I was thinking this is just a dream
And I don’t want to wake up anymore
Loving you in a dream is really hard
Because you just come into my mind
When I am going to sleep

I really cared for you from the very start
That’s why everyday is hurting me so bad
I’ve never ever even cross my mind
That I will fall in love with you


But you are always there behind
To catch me when I’m falling down
That’s why I realize that loving you is
The best thing that I can do

I always wanted to go to school
I always wanted to see you soon
I always wanted to hold your hands
And I always wanted to make you smile

You’re always ignoring me
You treated me just like a ghost
You treated me nothing for you
But I want you to know that
I was born to take care of you

You can’t look into my eyes
But I can look through into your eyes
You push me far away from you
And I catch it over and over again

There are a lot of girls admiring you
But I am just your fan who loves you
I can’t figure it out what’s wrong with you
You told to me that you hate me

But I heard to someone
That you like me
But you explain why you are doing this to me
And you said that you don’t want to hurt me

I’ve heard you engage to someone already
That’s why you can’t go with me
And that’s the reason why you hate me
Because hurting me is killing you

Nang una kitang makita mahal na kita
Ngunit ng tumagal-tagal, may mahal ka na pa lang iba
Ako’y nasaktan at nalungkot sa nalaman
Hanggang kaibigan na lang pala ang ating turingan

Ako’y nanalangin na sana’y mahalin mo rin
Upang di na masaktan ang puso kong nagmamahal din
Alam kong Diyos ay mabait at aking hiling ay tupdin
Kaya paggising sa umaga’y ikaw na aking katabi

Ngunit isang araw nalaman mo
Ang mahal mo ay may iba nang kasama
Tumakbo ka at sa aki’y nagpunta
Di alam ang gagawin
Di rin alam ang sasabihin
Sa aki’y panaginip lamang ang lahat ng nangyayari

Ngunit paggising ko sinabi mo
Mahal mo na ako at ako’y iyong-iyo sa buong buhay mo
Ako’y nagulat sa iyong inasal
Ngunit sa kabilang banda di mapapantayan ang sayang nadarama
Pagka’t tayong dalawa ay iisa na

We are childhood friend from the very start
We treat each other like no other
I know you love me
And you know that I love you too

But I ignored all those things you do to me
I love somebody
And I don’t care to you
But you’re always there for me

You have umbrella when it’s raining
You have money to give when I was gone
You have your handkerchief when I was crying
And you have your shoulders when I was down on everything

I’ve realize why don’t I try to loving you true
But I don’t want to hurt someone loving you
And I don’t want to get crazy on you
‘Cause you are not somebody to me


But you are the only one for me

Everyday have passed
Since we're not together
You think that we're not
But I feel we're together

Even though you hate me so much
Because I fall in love with someone like you
You considered me as "NOTHING"
But for me, you are my only love

I've never ever cross my mind
that I will fall in love with you
You're just my friend always besides me
But I would go to hell just for you

You are my Sanctuary
That the one who cares for me
Plentiful of words that we accept
But only words can say
How much I love you

And I will never forget the one like you
on the rest of my life too

Tears fall from my eyes
When I look into your eyes
My heart beats fast
And I don't know the reason why

I don't know if I can
see you personal
That's why I've always pray to God
To make me smile

I really hate myself each day
'Cause my wish to see you
can never be come true

I want to go with you
But I don't have money
to go through
Maybe I can see you
When God gives me to you!

Always tried my best
To be perfect in your eyes
But when the time I saw your face
It is like Puff Adder

A sentiment that has past
It is like water from a river
I influenced them
But it is not patent to you

You always made me cry
Even though I really love you
A strawberry in a jolt
Like my heart in a mortar

But I will embellish the joy
Completed me from the very start
And now I am exempt with
The obligation that I have

I’ve always love you
From the very start
Those words I said to you
Really came from my heart

But as time went by
Something new came in clear
What had happened to the person I
Considered dear?

In your eyes now
I was not there
The way you looked at me
Showed you no longer cared

Your new self
Always made me cry
So now I stand alone, for you
Made me stronger

When you said goodbye

When I open my eyes
I remember
You said last night
“You hate me”
I was disgrace when you left me

‘Obtain that you know
How warm like you
‘Involve to me
How much I love you

I can’t explain
The murmur, rumors, punch that I’ve heard
That they given to us
But thank you for the leisure
‘Cause I know what the secret is
Honor from you

I evolve on what
The deplore you did to me
And one thing I can say
‘I’ve HURT a LOT.’

Tears fall from my eyes
Like water from a faucet
That's missing a washer
I cannot help but cry

Tears fall from my eyes
My clothes are soaking wet
As a lament over
A love that has died

Take this last piece of me
Please take this wilted flower
Doesn't really matter
'Cause you've already devoured
My Heart entirely

360 days have passed
Since my love for died
But the pain just seems to last
Even if the sink has dried

Take this last piece of me
Please take this wilted flower
Doesn't really matter
'Cause you've already devoured
My soul entirely