You Kick You Scream,
You Love You Dream,
Only ever able to redeem,
Struggling - with the demon deep inside.
Goodbye you say each day,
It always comes back some way,
Are you happy, is this your day?
Do you redeem your demon?
You kick against the barking dog,
The demon deep inside - howling at your soul,
Sometimes - forgetting what makes you whole,
Your memories faded - where is your god?
Remains - what is left is a shadow,
A mere cast away,
Wallowing - deep inside the meadow,
You Are Just Another Forgotten Day.
Are you all that remains?
Has the demon given too much pain?
You go on - feeling as if nothing is left to gain,
Always Kicking Always Screaming.
Never loving - never dreaming.
Once a friend held close,
Now a fiend betrayed,
Alone - isolate, lonely,
No longer a friend held close.
A void once filled,
No longer feeling still,
Each one the same as before,
Each one through the door...
No one held close,
A fiend now made,
No longer the touch of a rose,
Each day, a fiend betrayed...
Two friends, becoming one fiend,
I've given up, holding on no more,
Each time I've leaned,
Each time, they go out through the door...
Lying next to each other,
No one like the other,
A gentle touch of your arm,
My tears of red fall on blind eyes.
I reached out,
I thought it was going to last,
This time, it went so fast,
Now here I sit, with the emptiness consuming me.
Where ever you go,
I will never be able to forget you,
You say it's not awkward,
Yet I can't say a single word to you.
The feeling of your touch,
Now a distant memory, gone,
Gone, leaving me behind,
For me to pick up my shattered pieces.
I wallow and wallow,
I sink deeper and deeper,
Each day it feels nearer,
Each day I wallow, my life soon to follow...
The Perfect Best friend.
A slight touch of your arm,
You know - of no harm,
With each word, each significant,
Each one - remembered.
An open heart,
Each day, a new start,
Carried on from the past,
Each day, never the last.
So much of our time,
We've threaded the line,
Our friendship - know of no time,
Connected, protected, each time.
The perfect best friend,
Is there such a friend,
I have crossed the bend,
I love my perfect best friend.
A cuddle, a snuggle,
Two bodies, each touching - resting,
Each person, still - feeling the thrill,
Two bodies, frozen in stone.
She kissed him - she drifted,
He touched her - he fell silent,
His eyes, red with passion,
He kissed her, she was gone...
She sighed a quiver of breath,
She fell onto the ground, tears,
He appeared, he made no fear,
She was free, she was his...
Two on the left, two on the right,
The box moved slowly,
Carried, lifelessly through the crowd,
Tears, sobs, they mean nothing,
Crying over a loss, of what should be a gain.
Each person feels pain,
I feel none, the non exsistent pain,
Of a heart already broken,
A mind, already torn.
A body suffered,
An arm scarred,
The left to right line,
Each time, a new line,
Each day, a new time...
The love once had, lost,
The box burried it with her,
The final moments of chance,
Gone, slipping away like grains of sand.
The box lowered slowly,
The last drops of tear shed,
The final respects, paid,
Each mourning, each sobbing...
The rain came,
The red line washed away,
The pain was within, the rain,
Sliding down her face - like a blood soaked tear.
She feels no sorrow, she will not wallow...
Words, like shards of glass,
Piercing, ripping, slicing,
Each one tearing an opening,
Each one, cutting you in bed...
Each word brakes the comfort,
Each word, pierces,
Each word, forever remembered,
Each word, hated, hated, more than the last, no more than the first.
Words, like shards of glass,
Words that destroy what they touch,
Words that punish,
Words -- Fuck You.
Some Boy - EDIT
You are my thoughts, as bliss,
When we talk, I am no longer amiss,
You surround me - you protect me,
Are you more, more than just - some boy?
You smile, I grin,
Are you, my next of Kin?
I feel you, thinking of me,
It's because of you, I am no longer sinking.
You protect me from my falls,
You pick me up - so I can walk tall,
Because of you, I am no longer small,
It's because of you -- you are more than some, boy.
The Broken Glass.
Smashed to pieces,
The glass just rests - spilled across the floor,
Knocked, by a filthy whore - nothing more,
Where it once stood -- gone.
Like crystals across the floor,
Flickering, under the light,
This was to be, "their" night,
Ruined, by a filthy whore -- nothing more.
Her eyes, upon the broken glass,
This was time, for her heart to pass,
"Leave, now..." was all she said,
And out through the door,
Goes a filthy whore.
A chemical reaction, that's all it is,
Two people whos chemistry mix, forming a feeling,
Two people, one as appealing to the other,
Appealing as one, together.
The two talk about forever,
But to the other, they were never,
She lived in fear,
She would never be, near.
A thousand broken pieces,
Ripped to shreds by words,
The two went on, each day - worseining,
The sickness over them, reducing her to shards.
The damage can not be undone,
What has been said, has been done,
A thosaund broken pieces make a heart,
Now it's time, to go back to the start...
The halls, like a hospital - white, disinfected,
Always stay - on the left, don't brake routine,
Remain united - no indivuails,
School is a happy place.
The bullies walk tall,
The regular people, considered small,
The popular kids, rule the halls,
The regular people, forced to fall.
School is a happy place.
The teachers pets, the stuck up jocks,
If you're not one of them, you're not anyone,
Indiviuails, forced to be no-ones,
Outcasts, seen as freaks.
School, is a happy place.
Forced to "fit in" - conform,
Forced to turn a blind eye,
Educated to misery,
Fear, is a threat to happiness,
School, is not a happy place.
I want to meet the End,
To no longer fear,
I want a way -- away,
I fear to stay.
A new turn - a new bend,
I will not stay - I sway,
Now -- I just sway away,
Swaying, in the distance,
A turn taken,
A burn -- in the making,
Swaying away -- turning away.
She lay-- next to him,
The snow frolicked, slowly, calmly, softly bleak,
The candles, were now-- dim, flickering--memories,
The lay, together, in darkness--forever.
She shrouded him--her coat of fear--
He knew -- she was, forever---
Every night--by the moonlit candle light--
He lay, alone, departed into fear...
He broke her heart --
Her fragile heart -- of glass
He slipped, away, into her art...
The two lay, forever apart--
The day came--
The two marched --
He knew her aim.
The two-- forever, apart...
A frozen day-- in Winters May,
No light in the horizon,
The darkeness knew it was the day,
Even now -- its like a posion -- eating, dying, going away.
A cold dark Winter's May,
Every day I just lay and lay,
The crack has sealed itself
The light is mourned-- it has dimmed itself
A cold dark Winters May,
The wind goes on so fickle
Time has been and passed -- day, by day, by day,
A sad, lonely, winters May...