I sleep all day just to slip away. To a place where i can feel nothing, nothing at alShit built up so tall its about to fallTheres only so much one man can giveBefore he withers and starts to wilt. Crumbles away and becomes  part of the fade.

ok so i really dont want to share this one cause i was really depressed and angry with myself. but i feel that its work shareing because when i read  feel so much and it has a good flow. i hope you like  and i am ok dont  think im depressed now because im not.   oh and i say fuck alot!


what the fuck is happening
what the fuck is wrong
why do you play games
you heartless whore

you can go  fuck yourself
and die, die in my arms
for all you do is hate

you set me up to fail
but the fucked up thing is


          your me

the sky is falling
the world is dieing
mother earth is fucking crieing
but no one can hear her pleas

you all are about to see
she will eat us all
we will hear her screams
she will let us in on her dream

this is a dream in witch
we will never be redeamed
she will rain death apon our lost souls
then we will learn

she will laugh
we will cry
she will smile
we will all die

then we will know her pain!!!!!!!

I've searched and searched never finding it
Famliy and friends said  i was good
But it means  oh so much more to hear it from a stranger
I've removed the vail and  spread my wings

I've tryed to seattle at alittle place they call myspace
Found it to be dull and most were jaded
I tryed to to show my face on facebook
but they were busy stairing in the mirror

i searched for a new home not find one that  fit my likeing
untill now
I've found a place to share my most personal  form exsression
Hello poetry  fells oh so right

I don't need you anymore.
I've found that you were holding me back.
You pulled  when i pushed  but now your gone  and my life is mine  no one else's
I'll walk a path unyet traveled I'll walk this path alone
I will succeed
You will never stop me
I will perivale
After today you are gone , gone forever
Nothing is holding me back  nothing is tieing medown
Im now free to fly were ever the wind may blow.

No one will take you
No one will hide you
No one will stop you
No one will kill you

No one will hold you back
No one will bury you
I will never forget you
You are my dream.

I'm burning and yearning to get you
I'm stumbling and tripping to find you
I'm muttering and stuttering to addore you
I'm falling and crawling to get you
I"m loosing and winning to stay.

I've seen the dismay of horror as she slowly drifte away.
I've felt the pain and anguish as her eye's went blank
I saw the pain and stood by and laughed
I heard her cry's for help but pretended i was deaf
I watched her fall in love  with him  i saw his love for her
I lost it all for them and gained nothing in return

Ashtray full of butts
Lighteers empty as fuck
Bottles cludder my room
Clothes scattered around
My music is the only sound
Art that id like to burn down
Oh the simple pleasures


My mind is stuck in a daze
Havent showered in days
Smell like shit just a bit
But what the  point when you stuck in you own haze
A flannle and sweats that my sundays best

Why are people so jaded?
If we tread these waters we will soon fade.
With in my mind i know im the unknown kind.
Im alittle different then the rest of you
My thoughts are alway in overdrive
While your still stuck in first.
I think in circles never leting you know
I have the answer never leting you all know
I am no one just a silent voice
That falls on deaf ears

The greatest pleasures in life are simple

The things you search for and never find

Happiness is my only goal

Moving through life unknowing of what the future may hold

The never ending journey through life is  amazing

Even without you by my side

I will conquer my faults nd become a lively soul once again

To walk down the unbeaten path

Ill make my own way with out help from a soul

I have turn from my evil ways and walk in to the light becoming new once agian

Excited for my future

My life was a tragedy day after day page after page

But the rest of my pages are blank so lets turn it in to a comedy

Sealing chapters one through eighteen in my past

Live everyday for today and maybe alittle for tomorrow

Roll with what comes my way

Blind and bind myself from evil

Help every soul possible

Make something of myself

The new me will never be forgotten

The old me is locked away never to return

Good will always prevail

In every-ones heart they know this

Is the world ready for this are they ready for the revolution of me

I want to help everyone know what i know just be happy never turn back to dispare, heartache and misery

Never give in to the evil within

there's a battle going on with in
every one knows what i mean
it's a battle that goes unseen
its a battle we all can win

revolt from your wicked ways my son
your path has yet been carved
you will never have to run
this is the last crusade

said the mother to her son
life is to short to waste
no more running
no more sorrow

look to the sky for your insipration
look to the ground for your hope
look to the sea to catch your tears in a time of need
feel for the wind for that is  my loving embrace