Angela
I have walked a alonely path
feeling in the darkness
tripping and falling
and still I press on..
Searching for you
I fear not this night
I know in my heart
I will find you
when the time is right...
I hear the wolves howling
I sense the owl amoung the trees
I stop and twirl around me
and I fall unto my knees....
I reach up in the darkness
my fingers stretched up high
I pray that you come find me
For you are the holder of the sky...
You reach your fingers down to me
like sunbeams through the trees
warming my heart from within
I gratefully breath in life again....
I beg you not to leave me
to take your precious light
You tell me to follow you
and your guidance through the night...
I follow without hesitence
and you lead me to a clearing
I look ahead across the distance
and see a being gleaming...
You tell me not to fear him
he is a gift from you
to comfort and protect me
And, I will complete him too...
He walks towards me
as if he walked out of a dream
and, he looks upon me
as if I have done the same...
We hold each other
and the sunbeams brighten
For the "One" has granted us the gift
Of a soulmate to share this life.....
He is of the ocean
so mighty and deep
I can not resist
be knocked off my feet
He is of the sun
so hot and so bright
He burns up my memory
with delicious insight
He is of the moon
tall, dark, and handsome
Lightning in his eyes
holds my heart for randsom
We are of the stars
for eternity we will shine
One day we shall blend
Becoming "One" so devine
It is good to be back
among old friends devine
To walk in the sun
with those that do shine
To taste again of poetic sins
in all of it's glorious blends
To feel it once more pulse
through my veins
And,realize ...I was not ment to be sane.
I have always thought I walked alone
down lifes winding path
But, something has opened my eyes
and made me rethink the universal math
Why is it when I need someone
they always seem to know?
A phone call, a message,
just letting me know I'm not alone
What made that person reach out to me ,
just out of blue?
and then it dawns on me
the reason is you
You reach out in very subtle ways
to let us know your there
Something as simple as a need to call
to let someone know we care
It's actually you compelling us
putting the thought in our mind
I realize I am not alone
and that you,our creator is kind
Thank you for quencidences
for lightbulb thoughts,
and those near misses.
Thank you for synchronicities
Opening my mind and making me think
For opening my heart to your mysteries
Thank you for those lovely God Winks
I wake up every morning
to see your smiling little faces
So free you speak of your dreams
never confined by social graces
Imagination one of your greatest friends
taking you places that I have once been
fairies and princesses, dragons and knights
You tell me your stories of happiness and fright
You make me remember my long ago friends
that only I could see ....they were oh so very special to me
You make me believe in miracles and magic and hope
You give me such a special gift
one only you can give
the gife of a youthful mind
for the magic is there and it's easy to find
You teach me what I once knew so well
That in our hearts is where the child dwells
I sometimes speak in riddles
a little tit for tat
A simple exchange of random thoughts
that flow to a rhythm all it's own
Sometimes it comes in metaphors
sometimes it clear as a bell
But, always it is straight from the heart
Always it's cleansing to the soul
I can share my wishes and my ever changing dreams
I can expose my deeps fears and my sneakiest of schemes
I love the world of poetry
It's the only place I call home
For even when I sit here by myself
Somehow I am never alone.................
The silence in your eyes
the peace within your breath
Like a camp fire glowing
against a harvest moon
you drawl me in
and make me feel at home
The gentle depth of your voice
the moments of laughter
like a happy song
you lift me high
to soar through cloud nine
letting me know that I'm not alone
I sometimes think I knew you
in another place in time
For the moment that I met you
I knew that you were kind
Like a sweat dream
you make me feel safe
and some how so free
Yet, sadly there is a barrier
that separates you and me
Perhaps it the familiarity
we as strangers should not know
that separates the reuniting of two
friendly old souls
I cherish you for how ever long you stay
I know I will always remember you this way
and perhaps if in this life our paths shall part
We will meet up again amongst the stars,
remembering each other as we pass through
the sands of time.
I love the morning
when I wake from dreams of you
Wishing one day they could be true
I know this is just a waste of time
for you were never ment to be the rhythm
to my rhyme
And when we meet you are so kind
I wish we could leave time behind
Standing still, letting the world go by
For only a moment ...then a silent sigh
Then we meet again ,among my dreams
full of lovely blue and silver moonbeams
A night of peaceful company
Waking in the morning cherishing these visions
even if they are only illusions
Thinking of you and those lovely moonbeams
Living with the envy of dreams
Beware the serpent of ancient times
his tongue is tainted with inhuman lies
The promise of power and peace as he slithers,
gifts that he has no intent to deliver
Guard yourself from the bonding of all
for it will lead us to Eden's fall
A glimse into seven years of tribulation
When those of God will suffer segregation
Take no mark that they beseat you
Ignore the mind...the soul will stay true
Follow the word for the path lies within
Accept the love to banish the sin...............
The Lady with long jagged digits
that bend so strangely when she fidgets
beacons me to come and play
a game of self involved rage
The man with the gentle hand
who can not seem to understand
why I cry for smiling faces
and laugh with those obsessed mind races
Stress induced land of OZ
no reds shoes to click me home
so on I spin without a cause
Twisting,twirling, fighting alone
They yell for more of my soul
I shall not repent
For the time they feel so ill spent
I dance alone within the rain
while the rest think I am Insane
I throw my head back
and give out a howl
To hell with the vultures
That wait for my fall
To hell with their sanity
the spirit it robs
To hell with their visions
To hell with them all
The fire of life
a flame of passion
The love of a gift
is nature's attraction
A spirit in search
a soul that's in need
A heart that is scarred
by one's careless deed
A grasp for the light
while asleep in the night
A dream that can save you
from eternal twilight
A song that plays softly
within your head
The angel's face you see
while you lye in your bed
Tricks of the mind
when life is unkind
Embrace the unknown
perhaps the answers you'll find
There once was a girl
that dreamed of a world
without such affliction
there was no addiction
A place safe to play
on a nice sunny day
No need to run in fear
no one was a stranger here
She had this world in her hand
gently she would hold it
But, one day she grew up
and reality broke it
Now she sees the scary faces
and smell the darkness of lonely places
She hold her little ones so dear
clinching them to her chest in fear
She watches with an eagle's eye
all the strangers passing by
As her little ones sit and play
unaware of the darkness that surges
through their world of innocent games...
There once was a girl who loved the world
now she is a woman....and things have changed
She has no faith in the stranger passing by
She knows there might be a wolf lurking inside.
In the eyes of the child
he is a great king
With knowledge that reaches
beyond our well being
We are the lions
we are the lambs
some proud and some meek
We look to him for guidance
to the path we seek
He is of the sun
the earth
the moon
he is the beam of light
that shines into our darkened rooms
He is there in the heart
where the child still dwells
Unconditional love is the story he tells
Some of us are lions roaring so proud
he gives us the freedom to sing our song loud
Then there are others...so soft and so sweet
gentleness is there way ...the lamb...the meek
He guides
He loves
He is the mystery
and in the end
we will have
the answers
for the questions
we seek
The sun is trying to shine
to break through the dark day clouds
It's trying
Trying
Trying to strive
Yet those dark clouds keep clamping it down
Shine on bright one
You will win I know
Stronger than the world you are
Stronger than those clouds
It takes some time
sometimes
for they are oh so many
and you are just one lonely one
but, if you keep on shinning
You will overcome
And, if they hold you down
with the tears of their rain
Remember with your sunshine
a rainbow you can make....
Beautiful in color
a symbol of hope
symbol
hope
Just enough to light a path
light it
light the way to cope
The soul can not be tamed
it's fire can not be extinguished
It can be weakened
It can be hidden
It can not be stolen
but it can be given
Though it never truly departs
from were it began
Always it is searching
through the passages of man
Always absorbing knowledge
from the encounters of the heart
Always adding insight
to the unconscious mind
Never ending it's quest
to complete it's self
The coldness that pleages my fingertips
is slowly creeping to my heart
I dream of sun filled days
longing to catch fireflies in the dark
I lust for the touch of warm sand
as I lay upon the beach
I long for the echos of happy children
riding their bikes amongst the streets
Winter's fridged kiss
seems to numb my senses
I feel as though I don't care as much
That I'm losing my defenses
I need to find a new love
this one to cold to hold
I long for spring to come to town
give me a kiss of hope
melting old winter down
To bring me a bouquet of flowers
and a warm embrace of sun
Heat up the blood that flows so cold
Light up the passion that once was so bold
Hunting in the forest of synchronicity
searching for the signs that manifest for me
Watching the stars for a path is key
trying to unlock the chest of humanity
Attempting to awaken the sleeping mind
discover the gifts ancients left behind
Embracing the power of mankind
Wishing the path to be defined
Into the clearing I stumble and fall
into a spiral of animals shouting the call
I stand in the middle stronge and tall
No longer a puppet, No more a rag doll
I will welcome the power given to me
and use it to set the goodness free
Wrapped in the enlightment I clearly see
There is much more for me to be
I see you from a distance
though in front of me you stand
I watch you oh so innocently
reach for my trembling hand
You tell me that it's okay
your voice is like a dream
I stand there just pondering
Is this reality?
You smile and I can't help
but to smile back
we begin to slowly walk
up a foggy path
We come to the top
I realize we've reached the sky
with every light in the universe
glowing I must close my eyes
I wake in the morning
a mist upon the sun
with this thought inside me
Your not quite ready ,
the journey has just begun
I realize there are many things
that I am here to do
I must find out what they are
concur them
and return to you
When your appearance lights the room
mesmerize
When I sink into your eyes
hypnotize
When you speak , my heart skips
fantasize
When you leave, my soul sinks
realize
The dawning of a new year
brings a rebirth of hope
For the feeling we can do anything
will surely help us cope
We should be grateful
for each and every new day
Try to be ambitious
To shield the fear away
Embrace the ones we love
and perhaps the ones we don't
Accept each soul for what it is
for change for us it won't
We all have a place
a precious part to play
we all need to feel love
and saved when we go astray
Let's make the most of this new year
Accepting one another with happy tears
Loving each other for the gifts that we are
and remember each one of us is a shining star
