The bitter pill has a taste like no
Other
The sweet allure of wanting
Can hide all but the strongest of
Will
Yet we all know that in the end
Life
Does not bed on roses
Life
Does not play your game of cards
Life
Has no understanding
No thought for your breaking heart
The taste remains
Bitter  
Sour
Wrong

I no longer need this victim
My life no longer wants
I'm happy as I live here
The taste has all but gone

However in the end
We all know the pill remains
Waiting
Needing
Being
A friend
Until the
end

I cannot hide from the sleep that
Demands me
These eyes need to rest
Yet write I must as my life hope
Fades into the dusk of dawn

They are after me
My soul is a wanted man
They know where I am
Let their master plan unfurl
As united they be
United to rule our world

In old of days life was better
Time cared not for my rest
This terror had not begun
So my rest fell to
Peace
Leaving no ruin to this world
Of blue

Ripping red oozes from eyes
No longer focused
They wait behind the door
Whispering ,shouting ,wanting
In breath I fail
The time to leave is now
My turn to fight is lost
The wall is written
In sleep

Conversation failed him
In her eyes a vacancy looked
My way
Her life was consumed by his wallet
Which in turned consumed her whole

Such a shame that those beautiful eyes
Were lost
Hidden behind plastic lies
With a body made of crystal
Her sway left no doubt of its value

We shared a stare
This  look
My nod
I knew her
She needed hope not gold
Love not diamonds
This seed of hers needed to blossom
With a purpose
That he could never understand

My audible sigh faded into the
Stained walls of her prison
I knew these rags could never pave
Her way  
The dance of the butterflies would
Never come
So alone I must fly
Once again

Lips dry from the point I made
There's fire in this belly tonight
If only my wallet was a large as my tongue
Then the world would be mine this night

No food for my thoughts
No cash for the splash
I'm fed up of working
Consider it tax
Don't get no more thought on
Not even a rest
Just work me to hell
Why not !
I know my place

Clouds of rain swept across my view
The pain inside my head
Became bitter and twisted
I was jealous
I was cross
I was broke
I was lost

I only needed one lift up
Just one good will from life
Yet here is my pride a bottomed out pit
I'll lay here a while
I cry

My hand to touch your lips
Tastes of heaven
Lovers kiss
In my arms
My love our love

The pain when your not here
Hurts me inside
I tremble
Fear
Love

Your whisper traps me
Holds me
Takes me
I love your voice
Husky high

So take my hand
Come walk with me
I'll show you sky
We'll be in heaven
Our love

Let us sing to the angels
A voice for all to hear
Our lives forever lovers
All one for all
In love
Our love

Another wasted moment
Another wasted day
A life not for the future
A life missed out
Afraid

Such sadness from these lines
As my pen does drop
The shoulder sighs
My head in nodding dog
The world around my daily trog

Whose fault do I believe
I blame my past
I blame the breath
Which we all knows
Not true
There's only me
There's only you

Just hold my hand as I wander
I'm in command
I get the plan
The win is round the door
The looking good
This life amore

Let's step outside
Look out the view
See green our land
Hear birds
In song
I understand
Feel earth respond
This time is catching up
One step in front
A life to love

See I knew it
I'd read the score
When she looked back
My love's amore

When she looked back
My heart fell out
One love one way
There is no doubt

I should have listened
Learned the rules
Played the pirate
Played the fool

But like a fish in the ocean
I'd never learn
The baited hook
The wriggly worm

See it was the eyes
That won me over
A grey of green resist
Did send a shiver to my heart
The falling of the cliff

Oh how I wish that she would stop
Please please come back this way
Don't look round and walk the walk
I love you babe please stay

3 weeks have passed
My heart still waits her  
Wishing for the key to lock
I think she's gone
I think she's left me
Shipwrecked in the land forgot  

Will I listen
Will I learn
I doubt my feelings  
I doubt  my heart
For all that we do take on board
Won't educate this broken heart

The voice of sweet silence spoke volumes
To a generation of the lost
At last I was here
Bad times in a past
Now faded to a whisper
As the audience await my true
Belonging

The soft roar from the quiet
Let my lips burn
Words formed in my mind to a quiet
Shout
Yet nothing prepared them for my onslaught
No one thought my devilish grin
As waves of warmth stole
Their voices
Be mused hypnotist spin

For now they be mine
Disciples for the broken mind
Ready for the world to hold
Preach my prose
Express my will
Spread the word
My verse is here
The world is ready and my work has
Only just begun

Cotton wool head from a haze
Left last night
No memory guilt of a play I performed
Or the wake from my storm
Call this the fun  

From hands caked in dirt from a
Dastardly way
Oh my head is all soft yet loud as the day
I ain't laughing

The stars from the night still go spin round
My head
Played goggle the glasses    
Damn tortuous grape

I fell from the edge of a life
Not my will
My day should be better
I've taken the pill

Still only a whisper sounds loud as
The gods
My long for another
Go fetch me some grog

The fog once returns
Old lines reappear
As taste from the happy tree
Brings smile to my cheer

So all can be forgotten
All evil away
No worries on everything
Just beer for the day
No trip into guilty
No promise to make  
A life that was living
All fallen away

My heart is filled with emotional dive
This liquid fails me as I empty away
Under the stars of a moonless late
Girders hold as my body fails to take control
The urge to lay down strives to be beckoned
Where in wander I care not to thought
The day becomes long

All was well in the night of before
Till the demons knocked
They knew my door

The deed was done
My debt released
No fiddle played nor golden fleece
Here they fed
As my anger bled  
My love relinquished to blackened
Beat

She held me always
Made me strong
My lovers gaze
I was the one
For now she be dry  

Fear not my sigh for the sleep will fresh
My bloodless heart renews my breath
This memory banked
Another score
A settled debt
Commence the howling
For I see the moon be its rising

Those eyes that hid a thousand sorrows
Sent a shiver through my skin
She was beautiful
Yet her look could never be
Seen

The artist was indeed such that
This alone did my sadness bring
As knowing her would never be

Knowing her I'd never see
The beauty from the artist's dream
Captured in a time not here
Not now
Not in this moment of
Time

My sigh for a dream never
To be hold
Stretch as I may
Time was not my friend
My love would never
Be

Love is lost
Love is blind
Love is all the love
Our love

See your eyes
I see my eyes
In love my love
Our love

The reddest lips
To touch
From a sweetest kiss
To kiss
In love my love
Our love

Wake me up
The dream
Our dream
In love my love
Our love

So hold me now
My love
Squeeze me shout
My love
In love my love
Our love  

Forever us
The world we hold
In love forever
My love
In love my love
Our love

Can feel the pressure
This place my harm
No words of pleasure
No thought's of calm
The change in pace does nothing
Right
I feel my boil
I feel the fight

They stare a look
My head betrays
This bubble burst
My crested wave
In deeper breath yet still I'm
Red
This clenching fist
The raging edge  

A time full tick
The wait continues
Shout my number
Free this wheel
Shout my name please give me
Hope
Let me out this place
My hell

This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled

This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled

The sun shines yet my mood has
Faded
Wind nor rain can make it cry
The hurt is gone
My life is crackled
Burnt within
I am the scorched

One look around and these I see
Failed beings
Lifeless souls
That deserve no breath from my
Lungs
Fire gods go do your work
Rid me of these sheep

Ahhhhh the very thought
Lightens me
Ohhh how I love to pain
Those worthy
My grinding teeth feel so
Mmmmmm
The pleasure is greeting

Come join me
Walk the walk of a path in plenty
Taste the earth like never before
As we deserve the better
We deserve the more
Let the fire in these eyes of mine
Be seeking
Feel the pleasure
Reap the burn

This taste from my mouth
All bitter,twisted and dank
Another memory from the night
Ready for the forgotten
Pain of the body waiting in relief
Yet I know in the noontime wait
The itch that has my willing
Will thirst me to the well

But now is now and aches pain
These bones that creak to a
Lost record on repeat
Help me please
Let me up
A lost thought hidden from the
Noise inside these drums
That pound this wall

All for the pleasure of the night
In a blurry haze where laughter
Won on faded jokes
My path is so well trodden
This pain so well read
I long for all forgotten
The noontime comes
My friend

Let the petals fall away
Be my eyes in motion
As beauty bestows the very words
You breath
No flower has your colour
No rainbow has your look
An angel heaven sent
Is what you are to me

I love the look you love
Lips touch for your skin
The purr of a longing kiss
of red velvet
As you become my side
Silently you tell me
Let me tell them all
Our love
Let the petals fall away
My love
Fall
Fall
Away

6 years feels like 6 minutes ..6 minutes feels like 6 seconds

And still it hurts
:....((()

It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more