
Alexander Montgomery Dawson
I am an artist, so I also draw, paint, make videos, and play guitar. Maybe you will laugh at this but my favorite band is Limp Bizkit. Their music has gotten me through many hardships in the past. They are what has inspired my to start writing and creating music. I met the lead singer, Fred Durst. I told him how much his music means to me and how it has helped me so much. "We have to reach the deepest darkness before we can come out into the light" he responded. I believe I have a purpose in life, and that purpose involves what I am doing right now.
Pandemonium seeps, swallows, and creeps like a crawling
Virus barreling havoc far beneath the innermost psyche
Dispatch the strike, angels discern demons alike, appalling
The flight of sparrow's circum to children below
Consumed within a thoughtless crow
All bold to make haste on an hour's race
The final shade seeps under all frontiers
A foe abandoned in fear
Passing tides in the dead of night
Shown troubled to the world's delight
Such lonesome calls to a stranger
Embark on this journey, my ranger
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A girl lays by her bedside staring out across the room to window to the world. She is transfixed within herself, her soul scattered, and her heart isolated. The last tear drop slides off her still lips as she clenches her eyes shut.
She attempts to fall into sleep in hope her dreams carry her away from cruel shadows.
She is awoken by a continues thump, her toes numb and her cheeks stale from tears.
Daylight streams in trough the rugged curtains. She is briefly blinded and then stunned by an overwhelming sensation. As the hazy world around her is brought back into focus, she looks down and finds what appears to be the word "LOVE" written on the palm of her left hand. Charged with a burning passion, she jolts up and finds her footing. Through the garden, she is lost in herself. Gently, her fragile finger tips brush against ancient stone figures entwined with plantation of humble vine and flowers. She dances with an electric essence. Free from the pressures of a once unfaithful world, she has discovered a blissful universe within herself. A hazy figure reveals himself from the shadows. A servant to a well deserved cause. He steps with ease towards her, his kind eyes in pursuit of beauty. A sense of security fixes itself within the girl, she is helpless to herself.
The two converge hand in hand as they illuminate, then devolve into the suns rays.
She's got lips like spice
Eyes rolling like dice
We find common ground
From the heavens on down
Her dance strikes a fire
An essence that will not tire
Shes got a laugh so nimble
That stirs away sickness
Kissing the world with a love shy
But not simple
Starstruck, I stay rivet on her
Reluctant to wind her hand within my own
Holding firm, drifting across the sea I've grown
Tugging against a surface
The swift whispering hallow
Shaken to rehearse this
Each breath, a swallow
Raising unto clouds above
Eyes wide, stars collide
The sky casts over dove
Shattering verses divine
Ill intentions mutant into mine
Battering bones ignites a wind inside
Still overhead appears this silent white wisp
A tender heart lay beaten uneased
May I remain doubtful to claim
The chasm in which I have seized
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start to the finish
dreams came to diminish
maybe today was done well
and these angel's spell made demons repel
but still I'm at the bottom
I came asking for the tools
now I got 'em
the next sunrise shadows my days
it whispers and wallows distinctly in praise
my days and nights swallow my sin
just as my hopes that seize to begin
sensual springs damned to a drought
leave me standing in fear and doubt
refusing to accept the stain on earth
no measure was weighed
not even at birth
I read you this note I have to bare
that is only real when spoken unsaid
so you'll have no words to mutter or share
settle your tongue as you take this oath
and save any further words that'll fuck us both
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I looked
I saw something above the clouds
Eyes glazed
I found all I was looking for
Whoa it seems that I have found new hope
Whoa I feels as if I turned around this slope
Gracefully
Something sunk into my pores
I don't mind
It simply soothes my sores
Whoa a Oh
The water flows
Whoa a Oh
It flows
I reached
I touched the oxygen
Blood rose
It all went to my head
And all the people fled
Whoa my faith, it's questioned once again
Whoa so I've had enough
Someone else please answer whenever I say when
Merciless
The atmosphere crumbled down
So pointless
Why be the last to frown?
Whoa a Oh
But water flows
Whoa a Oh
It flows
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Every time I reach out
I have my hand smacked
Spare me frustration
And prove the fact
You've walked away before
You disappeared into thick air
Leaving me blinded in pain
And I'm still in despair
At first you were real
Now your just a phony
I'm sick of the lies
So cut the baloney
Stop feeding the addiction
Get your head on straight
I want my friend back
And I don't wanna wait
You fell victim to a horrid curse
Friend or foe, I don't know whats worse
Remember to park before you reverse
In the deepest darkness
I've been spotted by the white beast
Then I decided anger is a dead end
All the air in my balloon has been released
I walk around bare skinned
Careless to my bleeding wounds
Sat nights on end
Seeking out new moons
You just throw it all away
When we could be expanding
Bleached out the paint
And left me, the last clown standing
They say "Let me live"
In soft spoken words
Asking angels to forgive
The world falls blind and deaf
Underneath a shadow of clouds
Holding ground to share my breath
They tremble and begin to fill
I rush to cradle your thoughts
So the tears feel safe to spill
Your fingers dig into my back
Embracing a place that pounds in my chest
Because pain is the last I have to lack
They scream not to let this moment go
Or fall down and crash
Like the sadness on the floor below
In a world without words
Actions always speak pure truth
Our peace lies within tunes of the morning birds
They are your eyes
Which can never lie
But never failing the task
To express a lullaby
You cut the barrier down
You came crashed through my walls again
Screaming secrets through the code of men
This time you went straight for the scars
Every word digs deeper
Forcing me weaker
Your my grim reaper
When I look to the sky
These angels pity flow through the stars
They stay locked behind cold bars
I hold my tongue behind my teeth
How much more could your anger seep?
My heart cracks and tears before I sleep
Falling deaf as my soul weeps
Yet you walk away unharmed
Keeping me torn and fully alarmed
Spitting out dust to make me choke
Taking more from me? I'm broke
I've been crushed
Again failing to hold the truth
That you kept from me in youth
Now that you've had your fun
Leave me alone
What's done is done
It's a nightmare to be your son
With myself, I'm disgusted again
I walk away from my evil doings
Afraid to hear screams as I stare in the darkness
Then again, it might be my fears that I scare
A mutual fear, I ponder
Then finding a deep peace inside
My actions take ease and slow
My lungs prove themselves strong and young
Body, mind, heart, and soul
Wound together, singing a tune
Not a blink is taken for granted
But just one fear stands everlasting
To lose my peace,
My happiness,
My love
That, I trust in God
He will not strip me from my joys
With all of me
I am forever thankful
For the gifts
Both good and bad
For each stone thrown
I hold my own
Accepting the chips taken off my shoulder
I am what life gives me
Guess that's the way my dreams break loose
A dark angel falls prey, and I seduce
It's so mysterious
Shutting my eyes to a world so distasteful
Then lifting my veneer to colors dancing in a spirit's wake
It's a path I have yet to take
Bones falling out of their rightful place
All constructing a brand new purpose far from grace
I WATCH MYSELF SHATTER
Deep booms, dripping hot vibrations
Thick fumes, slipping dead sensations
Stretching my arms out to the silver screen sky
Seeking further hope until my blood runs dry
Holding my back leaned towards the soothing light
Keeping watch for my demons, breathing terror through the night
I fear the worst of going under
With skin so fine
A scent so swift
You make gravity shift
A touch so gentle
With warmth so pure
Your the definite cure
I'm a natural cause
A recurring case
Of a heart in need
Of an everlasting embrace
The face of a goddess
With a smile so sweet
Forces an armies retreat
Playful laughter murmured
With a quick hot kiss
That I'll always miss
I'm a burning ember
With hope for a flame
Just waiting for your claim
These waves
Splashing
Crashing
IN OUR EARS
Listening
Glistening
IN THE STARS
Shining
Blinding
IN OUR EYES
Projecting
Reflecting
IN THE SUN
Burning
Yearning
IN OUR HEARTS
Waiting
Debating
IN THE CLOUDS
Soaking
Joking
IN OUR THOUGHTS
Shouting
Sprouting
IN THE DIRT
Growing
Glowing
IN OUR DREAMS
...we're living it
Remember meĀ
At the end of days
Sing to me
In your deepest ways
Expand us
Beyond the stars
Let's build a kingdom
And call it ours
Must you
Make me laugh
Promise me this
On our behalf
Express yourself
In a single atom
Give me reason
To stare and fathom
Marvel us
Before you sleep
Count our kisses
Instead of sheep
Bless me
When I sneeze
Calm my spirit
Keep my heart as ease
Enchant us
As new magic
Vanish it all
Anything tragic
Rest now
You've fulfilled so much
All I need
Is your gentle touch
Do you remember me?
Take a look though the screen
See the guy that wanted you
Your the answer to his dreams
A beautiful angle looked down
Saw you both
Found two lovers right there
Long ago we made an oath
We would be together
On a whole other planet
Whenever we would meet again
Never would I take it for granted
Can you feel this?
Its a sweet breath of love
I hope we feel the same
Cupids arrow didn't miss
For once it's so real
But at the same time
I almost can't believe
I can barely say how I feel
Please say your name
One more time
Words spoken so calm
I think its love but it ain't the same
This is so much more
What you offer
I can always return
Thank god I got the key to this door
And if he's not what you find
Its time to move on
Blind the hungry child
The dreams were so wrong
Are you really the one?
The girl of my dreams
The special person I know
Your eyes shine brighter than the sun
It's gotta be you
To me your perfect
Your amazing
So what am I to do?
Take you by the hand
Show you my world
Tell you my secrets
You've stepped into an unknown land
You know me better than anyone
All we did was talk
All I did was share
You seem to be the only one to care
Your the first
The only one
Odds are insane
How lucky I am, your the cure to my curse
Just when things got ugly
I looked for the light
I saw you standing there
Wondered if you had something to share
Had no idea it'd be you
Everything between us grew
I was afraid to let you know
All the things I felt
How amazing this is
To finally find you
You have all I wished for
And so much more
Still my heart beats five times faster
You've taken control, I'm no longer the master
Drive me like a crazy train
Yeah I'm crazy for you
At first I was cold
Now I'm on fire
Something about you feels so right
For love we both have a crazy appetite
Finally my heart is at home
No doctor can name this syndrome
We shuffle around
Throw our clothes to the ground
In my ear you whisper a sweet sound
Together we lay
All night we stay
Neither of us know what to say
Takes a while to find lips
Pull my hair as I hold your hips
I kiss your neck, taking gentle nips
We've been waiting so long
This is where we belong
I can feel our love is strong
As you hold me close
I felt the world slow
Everything but us froze
When our lips meet
I get knocked off my feet
So glad we met, now I'm complete
Cupids bulls eye with his dart
In touch with my heart
Nothing can rip us apart
Why cant every moment with you repeat?
You make me skip a beat
How'd your lips become so sweet?
Demons knocking at my door
I feel this strange fear
Its never been here before
I try to ignore
But they knock louder
They've taken so much
Now they want some more!
Hold down tightly on my ears
Sweating, turning red
It's the worst of my fears
But they're already in my head
I can't get em out
Not even with a shot of lead
Demons digging me out of the mud
This evil is my nature
Its in my blood
They wanna bring back the pain
Break my chains
Let me go insane
Not knowing the source
I let it all go
Feeling no remorse
Hells gates open wide
Fingertips touch feel the heat
I fear I'm already inside
Every sin is a guide
Another arrow pointing me to hell
Pulling me inside
The devil needs me, I can't fucking hide!
Another scream
Can anyone here my fear?
Still not out of this dream
What does it mean?
They call me something strange
Are they here to burn me or are they on my team?
No, its a nightmare
They only come for me
Its not that fair
Maybe I got something to share
I've been called a sick fuck
I've been called freak
Only the devil is here to care
Angles have turned their backs
They leave me to rot
Evil is all I got
I'm under the valkyries wing
The very son of evil
Pain and destruction I'll bring
Tears of fire and ash
I've seen the worst of life
I'll be the product when two worlds clash
But in the end isn't it just black and white?
No matter how you act, the world is never right
We need the good and we need the bad
It's the balance of all things, happy to mad
Now as I turn around
See the faces in the ones I ruined
The blood mixed with tears on the ground
Their eyes speak to me
I see it all
I fucked up everything
That's a guarantee
This could never be me
I wish I could be good
Look what they carved me to be
Take a look at the devil with disgrace
What a sick mother fucker
I spit in his face
Now I'm living a curse
Look what I am
It couldn't get any worse
Just kill me now
I wanna get out
Just kill me now
I wanna be free
Just kill me now
This is all I deserve
